Ambiguous.

Have you ever thought about what you did?

Have you ever thought about the implications that come after?

Have you ever thought twice?

Have you ever asked yourself was it ever worth it?

We gone through so much, and after thrashing things out, you chose this method?

I wasn't there to witness it and i regret it.

Sometimes we just give each other too much space, too much freedom.

We no longer confide as one, we confide as individuals.

Things change.

It's pretty normal i guess but i dont see the need to do all these.

It's just a heartbreak, a heartwrenching incident.

As time passes, you will be doing something more hurtful.

Does it mean one day i am just going to ignore you too?

Does it mean if i see you on the streets one day and we will look at different directions?

Does that mean we are hi-bye friends ever?

Does that mean you are not going to ever call us over for sleepovers?

Does that mean you are telling us to exclude you forever?

Does that mean i will never know anything about your life ever?

Does that mean i will never know if you're doing fine or not?

Does that mean when we're adults i'll never call you out for a drink?

Does that mean my child will never meet your child?

Does that mean you want us to do something?

Does that mean we have to put our dignity aside, our ego aside and reunite?

Does that mean you dont care about us anymore?

Does that mean you are not gonna do anything?

Does that mean you are leaving it all to us?

Does that mean you are officially ending this friendship?

xxxxx

Just a short moment, but a wave of strong emotions.

I started it wrongly, and perhaps, it may just end badly.

I dont know what i want, and i dont know what you want.

I never dared to ask, and i never dared to know.

Perhaps i'll never know and you'll never know.

They all say it hurts more if it continued but i beg to differ.

You easily make my day.
But i'm pretty sure, you're not someone i want to lose.