BACK :)

Hi to all the babies out there :) Perhaps the time by the time you're are reading this, your promos would have alr ended and that explains why you have the time to visit me )) sorry i was a hiatus for a looong time but here i am back, feeling happier :) i guess?

HAHAHA.

So here it goes:
Before promos, you wished that promos ended asap.
After promos, you feel that few minutes of adrenaline rush that it's over, but after that, you really dont feel much hahahaha. But you do feel carefree, and that i must admit HAHA.

To all out there, dont think about your promos anymore yeah :) i mean like, it's easier said than done but you see... No point to cry over spilt milk right.. What's done is already done. I mean, i pray for you to guys to promote okay hehehehe :) chillax and just enjoy. Worry when you get your papers and not now :) Totally not worth it!

So yes, today after promos, i watched Real Steel.

And omg it's the REAL DEAL YAW! HAHAHA SRSLY!!!! Please please watch it when you have time. Apparently.. I watched it while feeling soopdoop tired and if it was able to make me awake the entire time, i swear it's good HAHA! :) Srsly babes, watch it k :) Not even mentioning that hugh jackman was a huge bonus to this show haha! AND THE ROBOT + BOY ARE SUPER CUTE!!!!! HEHE. I'm not a pedophile of robophile okay just saying..

After that went to meet joey and jz :))

i swear it was good catching up with them!!! HAHAHA half the time i was talking and they finished their food so so so much faster than me but still :) Talking for 3hrs was worth it cos i gained much insight :) hehehehe.

So yes, if you were that lucky few, you'd know all the torment i'm going through now. Im really sick of sharing this with another person]. I mean, there's nothing much i can mention to anyone else alr cos i guess whatever i wanna hear, or rather whatever i wanna rant, is alr done. So i guess i may only talk to some others. but to those who really really stayed by my side, accompanying me the whole time while i was out and under (esp my squiggly, my hero), i have nothing but only 4 words for you - Thank You & Love You. It was easy listening to what i say, it wasnt easy trying to comfort me. The night i broke down was one of my important nights to studying for promos. I was going through all these before and during promos. I guess no one can comprehend how i felt, along with the stress that was building up within me. But i must admit, i handled it pretty well, or rather, my girls gave me the courage and the support i needed to bring myself back to track. It was a painful and tiring process. And i'm glad i am going to have some fun soooon haha :) And now that promos is over, and that i have to face all that i escaped before promos just so that i could focus on promos, i'm really quite scared. And yes my purpose of making this paragraph long is first, for me to rant, second so that it looks boring and people would skip. But still, after reading this yeah, thanks to whoever for even reading to this very last sentence. Cos at least i mattered to you.

To my squiggly and my hero:
The nights you guys had to comfort me, the days you guys have to reason out with me, the times when i send you guys messages SO LONG SO LONG till i had to send 2 different messages, the times when you guys sacrificed your time just to reply me as long, the times you guys were there before and after my paper, the times when you guys made me smile to my phone, the times you guys were there for me.... i have nothing much to say. HAHAHA so you see how much you guys mattered to me right? You guys made me feel loved srsly :) i love it when you guys can just lift me off my sorrows hahaha! How pro yeah you girls :) My guardian angels hehehehee. I mean like, srsly thanks la okay! :) If i do well for my promos, you guys know who i would thank first!!!! :) but perhaps whatever thoughts i had before promos that was shoved aside are returning... oopsy daisy. sorry babies :(