She finds color in the darkest places. She finds beauty in the saddest faces.

2012

2011-12-31T13:17:00.000+08:00

So everyone is coming up with resolutions for the new year but noooo hahaha i am so lazy to think about resolutions! Why not i just hope that everything will be smooth sailing for me! :) Okay pretty impossible but I can always have a wish..

This year really passed toooo fast for me! This is crazy, i can't believe i'm already at the end of the year! the feeling of promos was just like yesterday! Okay so since this year has been beautifully filled with lotsa memories! :) :) And setbacks of cos but apparently, i survived it!!! :D :D

and oh i survived my crazy 10 trainings a week!!! MY GOSH! I still rmbred worrying how am i gonna survive it but in a blink of an eye! I'm done with it!!! Goodness gracious me! My team did it!!! :) hoooray, i really hope we can get at least 2nd this year! :( but the future seems bleak...... HAHA kidding!!! WE WILL TRAIN HARDER! :)

Pictures speak a thousand words.

2011-12-26T02:55:00.003+08:00

That was called ECP Cycling training day! :) something we all looked forward to because it was not running, not sprinting, not walking and not paddling! And ps that's what we always do! So now we're on 2 wheels, hair flying in that same direction the whole time with our BUTTS ACHING LIKE NOBODY BIZ. Goodness gracious us!

Okay it was so painful but we survived it!!! :) :)

AND WHAT YOU SEE HERE WAS MY CHRISTMAS EVE GIRLS AND DINNER!!!! :)

So we do not have turkey, but we had some glazed chicken. and we do not have wine to sip, but we do have ice lemon tea :) HAHA! :) i swear i had a helluva time having dinner and camslutting and yadah yadah, know the talking and the going crazy moments :)

hehehehe i love these girls here!!!! we had alameen and i love the feeling of being there late at night! :) i miss it soooo much!

oh and had a sleepover at sarah's place with pammy! but apparently, we wanted to catch a movie at 330 but we all started falling asleep one by one and we came to a conclusion that our minds need to rest so... we slept and left the next day! it was memorable and i am thankful that i have them! :) :)

Lovely 2 ladies

2011-12-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

Allinda;

This beautiful lady here has 3 parts of my birthday present, hahaha! For the first time, someone ever split up the present into 3 parts hahaha! but thanks babysis for the bracelets, card + angry bird blanket!!! I LOVE IT!!! :) :) Thanks sister :) :)

Joey;
Hi dearest girl!!!! Thanks alot or the beautiful photo something, shucks i forget what's that called HAHAHA! But it's beautiful! And the card (wl!! embarrassed myself on the train eh!) and the lovely angry bird keychain!!! It makes it even better to know that you played the machine just to get the keychain!!! LOVE YOU AND THANKS ALOT! love catching up w you!!!! :) :) :)

Eclipse

2011-12-18T01:36:00.003+08:00

I will post it the next time i am currently soooo tired i think i might fall asleep with the com on my lap goodnight peeps

oh and i'll talk about my dearest babysis and my dearest fattyjoey hehe i am kidding please dont be sad hahahahahaha

My Life For You.

2011-12-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

A day of fantasy;

Yes so it was my birthday and for 16 years, i have been celebrating with my family and friends and NEVER once did i ever celebrate in school and apparently... things changed this year. I thought I wouldnt celebrate in school but i was wrong!

So on my birthday, i had to make it to school at 830 for an OGL meeting! I was pretty apprehensive about having a birthday in my school but i swear, my girls made me so memorable and unforgettable for me. I am so glad i had a clean birthday party and also... they gave me what i always wanted - a game! HAHA!

So yes, i had a mini game in the gym (our home i call it)! I really enjoyed myself and although the video was gone, but the memories made will always stay with me. These girls really put in effort for my game hahaha :) I love you girls. Without you girls, I don't know what I've become. And reading your letters made me feel so..... honoured to be your vice captain, and grateful for a team like you guys.

Beatrice
Thank you beaty! I remember crying so hard for you thinking you might leave the team because i really can't bear to leave you or rather, cant bear for you to leave the team. Thank you for the card, it's awesome and i still havent insert ANY photo! haha! guess my fat face is tooo much for that model to handle!

Fatlee!
Stupid girl.... Do you know the guitar is.... spoilt?! HAHA shit i am so sorry haha! I placed it in my bag and some part of the lego dropped hahaha! And omgosh i love your letter! i got a shock when i saw a whole chunk of words!!! i was so excited to read! :) And i love you please come back to see me and capsize soon so i can save a clumsy bear.

Jew my angry bird.

Dotry
HAHA sorry i love playing with your name and daughtry hahaha. Blame no man but blame myself haha! Thanks for all the bus rides home and the times when we rant about living so far from Bishan and have to take like 40+ minutes back home hahaha! shit our lives suck man!

Jipuaaaa
I guess! You look good here! hahaha! I guess! Guess only! HAHA! :) Love you man. And dont be so sad about capsizing and people saving you and MAKING people cap along with you! HAHA! And oh pleeeeease you're not so biggy okay! Stop calling yourself fat, only i can do that! And i can call you a clumsy fat bear bear :)

Belbel
the only girl in the team that calls me ludan with that super cute accent idk where you get it from. And please dont ego all and think you're cute ah haha! Anw, your letter is beautiful :) And i will make sure you love my socks one day. HAHA! And when you praised my socks being nice right, i was honestly happy from the bottom of my heart. And pls stop criticising my sexy cute socks eh, they will be depressed..

Alyssa
One who always without fail stay over at my place :) so sad that you keep going overseas and hardly see you at training :( but at least we know you're having fun! And girl you're so strong! you need to be determined okay :) :) you will become a good canoeist for sure :)

Dirty girl
hahahahaha i think for my entire life i will see you as a dirty stinky girl ahhhh how!!! i will make sure you bathe many many times, not rewear dirty clothes all hahahaha oh i am revealing too much here! hahaha but you know i still love you being so disgusting :) what to do... HAHA! kidding kidding! :) Love you! :)

Techno
Hahaha! hey dont be so distracted everytime you start technoing on the boat ah :) haha! you know i'm always kidding :) :) hehehehe cutest girl on the boat okay :) and your occasional squeals and squeaks are crazily high-pitched. Wa i wonder what you do when you're free, bet you're practicising the weird squeaks HAHA! nah kidding :) :) hehe :)

Stephanaterr
You're someone i can never find man.. You're so... weird... Oh shittypie, mama's kidding! hahaha! but truthfully, i can never find someone this sought after by guys and yet she is so... manly? Huh? I dont get the link. I swear it's your aura.. Your naturally manly aura HAHAHA i am STILL kidding! But whatever, i really salute you for your ability to really ignore whatever others say. And i love you many many angry piggy.

Ahmaaaa
Haha! You used to deny that you're an ahma but now.. I see that things have changed... HAHA! You're really so irresistibly cute with this weird accent and weird stories and seriously bad sense of humour (kidding! you're getting better at it!) which makes the entire team laugh! Hehehe, love your awkward personality which leaves us laughing the whole time :)

Baosis
hellllllo my baosis :) hehehehe, i am so glad we are baosis and we are the captains and that means... with bonded captains, will we only see the team soaaaar high high in the sky HAHA! :) But still, thanks yeah! and loving your letter BOYbao!!! :) HAHA! It's cute and don't forget about price tags next time okay :) and glad our birthdays are soo close to each other!!! :D

So i guess i can give my part 1 of my birthday celebration a closure with this 3 cute girls who were spamming the 1-10 cute disgusting shots in my camera.. HAHA! I had a fun time laughing at their photos hahahaha! :) too much if i were to post all here! And girls, you have no idea how much I love you guys ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

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So i had training right after my birthday celebration :) then... i changed, bathed and all and headed off to meet my dearest 3 girls!!!! :)

So yup! they brought me to Fish & Co and they wanted to give me a surprise because i was supposed to think that Sarah and Peiyi's gonna be late but when i saw them... I dint give them the right response they expected HAHA and they were raging at me, crazy girls!!! :)

They were so lovely. They dedicated 2 songs to me :) And the band sang the songs (Every tear is a waterfall & Good Life) so well i am so happy! i felt super blessed!!!! :) :) Thanks girls! And what i dint expect was my Bengawan Solo Cake!!! I only expected my family to buy because they have been buying that mango cake from there for many many years, and every year, i eat the same cake. It has become a tradition! Haha! Now i see these girls trying to be part of my tradition ah.... HAHA! I love them so much i gave them kisses and this annoying peiyi took advantage of it!!! HAHA! Kidding! :)

Epic moment: i guess i was laughing at peiyi's misery haha but

wtv i am forever laughing at her misery haha!

They treated me to B&Js too! i love these girls, okay not because they treated me obvly! but cos of the effort they put in for me that fateful day :) :) i am so glad i have you girls because you girls are my safety net. Whenever i am down, i dont even need to think if i have someone to fall back on because i know you girls are always there for me no matter what. And i will always be here for you girls. You girls understand me thoroughly and it always makes things sooo much easier when i am pouring my woes :) You girls are irreplaceable in my heart ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

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I thought my birthday was over but when i got home! my bro and my mummy gave me a surprise!!! my bro was raging that mummy confined him at home so that he can celebrate for me! and i had the exact same bengawan solo cake that chels' they'll got for me! HAHA i am a blessed girl :) :) :)

Thank you and i must sasy, i am so glad i have them :) :) my family especially. Always there for me! And my family celebrated my birthday for me over at malaysia with suppppper good food! i ate till i burst or smth omgosh! the restaurant food was super good!!!!

They're the best i can ever have!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

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So let's backtrack abit... On one day.. I had an extremely heart warming surprise at my place! by...

These 3 people are so sweet! they dont even stay near my place and they came to surprise me at my place! :) I was so shocked! Although their plan to make my mum open the gate failed, and their plans to surprise me right at my room's doorstep failed, but guys... coming to my house is already a GREAT SHOCKING surprise!!! and i am sooo touched!!!

Thanks for the food guys :)

These food are indeed my favourite :) Haha! And i love the story they made on why they bought these food for me.
2 that left a deep impression was:

Sparkling fruit juice: We know you don't like the liquor taste but enjoys the party feel so we got you this!!! Looks party and looks like liquor in it but it's fruit juice!!!
Extra strong strepsils: After eating all these, we foresee that you may get a sore throat so these strepsils are here for you!

HAHAHA cute or what!!! The rest are pretty obv, like mango, oreo, yanyan, permisionsajdhf (i still dk how to spell it haha!)

Fraaaaanny!
i was honestly shocked to see you here because you just returned from Germany and how tired right!!! But you still made it here :) :) i am so touched!

Bbudd!
I guess it was right of you to not get chocolates for me! hahaha! I am so grateful you dint buy for me cos i think i would not eat, too fattening and my body cannot take it HAHA kidding!

Linny!
I love your socks :) Wait, it's now MINE!!! HAHA! Thank you man :) Your pressie is really beautiful and i can see you do it from the bottom of your heart! and i swept the cookies in like 3 bites HAHA! Allinda even scolded me for eating too fast! haha it's like that when it's too nice :) :)

To you 3, i guess whatever i wanted to tell you guys were sent on that night itself :) thank you guys for giving me such an awesome pre-birthday surprise cum celebration. Eating all that icecream... Ughhh really sick. HAHAHA! I think i won't touch Paddlepop any sooner or rather, might never haha!

idk if you guys know or not but i had diahorrea the next day!!! It was bad! must be the ice cream! haha! i went for training with a stomachache and almost died during training HAHA! i am obv kidding :) :) but the diahorrea part was true!!! But whatever it is, i really enjoyed myself hehe :) thanks!!! :D

HELLO DEAREST READERS

2011-12-11T19:42:00.001+08:00

OKAY I PROMISE TO POST SOON.
I'm so caught up with so many things now, i guess i will post about my birthday celebrations soon!!! :) And of cos about the eclipse which i caught last night, hehehee, stay tuned!!!! :)

The Escape.

2011-11-28T22:16:00.001+08:00

HI GUYS so i am back from Batam. It was such ummm unexpectedly bad trip haha! i seriously expected to go to the beach or something, see some scenery, take some cool tumblr-like pictures but apparently NOT! it was lika malaysia and i how saaaad :( no nice sceneries, no nice weather for me to take too haha!

and the shopping is not very awesome but the company was so just let the pictures do the talking :)

Trainings.

2011-11-25T22:10:00.001+08:00

I guess my title of this post really makes things pretty self-explanatory? Hahaha! I'm sorry for the negligence here and you have nothing else but to blame my tight training schedule :) :)

Oh and yes i just came back from CCAAB and i really miss it now. If i start recalling whatever that happened then, i feel all emotional and missing it and having withdrawal symptoms hahahaha! Okay yes i will not elaborate about CCAAB cos i'm sworn to secrecy but just know that it was so impactful for me! And yup, thanks to it, i will not swear, at least not infront of ANYBODY cos i did swear by accident today during training to myself oopsy daisy.

And yup! I've been training 10 times a week, twice a day. Yes it is a KILLER but you know what, my girls and i have just survived a week of training and 3 more weeks to come!!! :) I just pray that none of the girls will be seriously injured in any way. Cos being injured now is the worst things that can ever happen to you. So girls, pleeeeease take care okay!!! :) ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Girls, we will become stronger because what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
Girls, we will get ugly tans but that's what we are famous for.
Girls, we will get nice bods cos we are all training so terribly hard.
Girls, we will make coaches proud.
Girls, we will push ourselves till our body tells us we can't.
Girls, we will suffer together and create the best memories.
Girls, we will all have no-life together and just canoe-is-my-life.
Girls, we will all anticipate to every weekends together.
Girls, we will all look sleepy in the morning together.
Girls, we will all ache and not recover in time together.
Girls, we will all get sunburnt and put aloe vera gel together.
Girls, we will all capsize and start moaning and groaning together.
Girls, we will all sleep unglamly at mushroom cafe together.
Because girls, together we achieve more.

Things changed.

2011-11-13T12:40:00.001+08:00

This photo is merely there for you to laugh cos i look extremely retarded there but i swear i had fun taking that picture and laughing with my hero about this just makes me happy hehehehe :)

So I had training on Saturday and after that rushed off to meet Peiyi and friends to celebrate her birthday :) :) hehehe i had alot of fun and yes, catching up with those lovely boys are just awesome :)

Let the pictures do the talking and as usual, more on facebook!

We had hk cafe and some goooood food and desert zomgg just so awesomeeee and i loved it! It was a sinful day i must say HAHAHA :)

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Then Chelsea and I left for Fareast to shop :) It was nice shopping with her hehehe. I'm thankful we both have long hair if not someone might just take us for lesbians but still it was nice catching up with her. Finally gotten my maxi dress for CCABB graduation night hehehe i am a happy girl. I was still worrying that i might not find the dress i want but she reassured me that i will get and i found it!!!! :D :D :D i love it hehehe :)

Went to flea and met Squiggly bxx too!!! :) :)

Then that crazy hero says she dont wanna go home early so we went to Cold Rock for some sweeeeeet ice cream hehehe sinful day right? HAHA but how niceeeee :) :) So we camwhored like crz and as usual, all not gonna be here but i had fun laughing at MYSELF.

HAHAHAHHAA this photo made my day hehehe :)

That concludes my happy day :) :) and i went for training this morning at 730am :) it makes me happier hehe :)

Tumblr.

2011-11-06T00:34:00.003+08:00

sixcloseparachutes.tumblr.com

*ps i changed my link cos my dearest girls told me some mistakes HAHAHA i was too blind

This is me for you over there :)

It's beeeen a while hehee.

2011-11-02T22:04:00.001+08:00

Sorry readers, i haven't been posting cos apparently, i do not have any photos to post and wordy posts are pretty boring right hehehe :) but still, thanks for coming back and yes! holidays are starting.

But i fear the holidays because it does not only mean i have holidays assignments, it also means i have hardcore training (12 times a week) and i also have to cope with misc stuff. So yeah you see, i having a helluva time yeah hahaha. But i swear i will have the MOST fruitful holiday in my 17 years.

So we've all gotten back our overall results. I must say times like this really breaks one's heart.

These are the times when you don't even think about yourself, but think about others.
These are the times, you wish you could have done something.
These are the times you pray at 11.11 for a miracle.
These are the times you realise where your friend stands in your heart.
These are the times you realise, how much they mean to you.

My heart sank.

2011-10-26T01:30:00.002+08:00

So i guessed life would be a breeeze after promos and yes it was a lovely breeeze right after promos for that week where you cared NOTHING and just cared about how to have most fun out of your day. So yes time fleeeew and everyone got back our results. I was pretty apprehensive about it because receiving results is NOT just about receiving them and accepting whatever you have gotten. It's an indication that well, you have passed a milestone in your life, so what are you gonna do next?

Are you able to find that same motivation to study? Are you able to last another year? Are you able to cope with those trainings when you have nothing to study for? Are you able to be disciplined enough to study for next year in between training while feeling drained? Are you able to survive?

I admit, i dont like changes. I like to feel secure and safe so having to move on is definitely something i always have to struggle with. But as seen from 16 years of experience, haha yeah i am coping well right! :) hehehehe. Yes i love challenges and not changes, hmm contradicting but oh well who cares.

That's not the main part of my post. My main part of my post comes here and it's dedicated to Beatrice Hewhew. Hehhee, sorry beat, i love to play with your surname cos i use hewhew as my haha as time hahahaha. And omg where did this: Adrienne come from ah hahahaha! Is either you did not ever tell me about it or... I forgot hehe soz if you did tell me HAHA!

I know the 4th picture is super unglam for me but still, for you i just post cos it's pretty funny!!! HAHAHA! Yes so babe, just this 4 photos and it shows how far we've come. All the birthday bashes, the 5km walkathon, the house crashes, the competitions, really made up our first year.

The tears you shed that day was painful and i remember tearing once i heard about your results from tammie and doris. I couldnt see you leave as a Vice-Capt. For once, i felt helpless and i did not know what i could do. I knew that you put in damn alot of effort but perhaps you weren't given the chance to show them all in your papers. I did not know how to comfort you cos i know words wont help at that point in time, but only being a companion would help.

I cried because i knew how important you are to the team.
I cried because I knew your parents may not let you stay.
I cried because I knew i couldnt help you.
I cried because I love you too dearly to let you go.

As cheesy and cliche as it sounds, it comes from the bottom of my heart. I wish i could do something but apparently not. But you know what babe, what's done already done. Perhaps we should look at what we can do now and not fret about what you should've done? I bet your form teacher is doing his best to push you up. And with all the prayers, with the team praying for you, the team rooting for you, we believe you will be able to come along with it.

But the thing is beat, no matter whatever the outcome is, the team is always here for you. We will be here to motivate you, to tell you that all is fine. Even when the whole world turns its back on you, you know you can safely capsize and there will still be people there to save you. You know when you are down, you have 13 numbers to call, you know when you need someone to help you with your studies, you have 13 numbers to call, you know when you need to rant, you have 13 numbers + 1 twitter to do so. You know when you need to feel some love, you have the whole world backing you up.

xxxxxxxxxxx

Something to cheer you up:

Someone staying single for him ah hahaha. Go read back at your comments for this picture on facebook. You were that retarded HAHAHAHA. "Utt-bottle" Ugh wth hahahahaha!

Tomorrow.

2011-10-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the long awaited day that the entire college is waiting for. I mean, i dont even know if i should be happy or worried or what for it. Even if i am worried, what can i do right? I've done all that i could've done. But i swear my teacher's words arent comforting at all. They're so... dubious and mysterious. Sometimes i wish they have not spoken to me..

Everyone is so apprehensive about tmr. That's why fear comes in. We do not know if our efforts paid off. A's so different from O's. Last minute work is useless i guess and studying, slogging your guts out do not equate to good results.

I guess i can do nothing now but to pray.

It's over :) i'm glad.

2011-10-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

A day of brooding.

A day of friends being concerned.

A day of being noticed by your teacher for a change in mood.

A day of ranting to someone who cares.

A day of feeling loved.

A day of acting like nothing actually happen is really hard.

A day of saying everything out at night really works.

A day of trying to hide the real reason behind everything.

A day of just realising who really cares.

A day of just being alone after school.

A day of what i felt when i alone.

A day of exercises, the endorphins which did not work.

A day of releasing everything.

A day of brooding.

Really works.

xxxxx

I guess i am just deceiving myself because your absence may not bother me anymore.

You were just ruthless towards us.

I gave up being bothered babe.

It's better dealing this with 2 other people than to deal with it alone.

Ambiguous.

2011-10-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

Have you ever thought about what you did?

Have you ever thought about the implications that come after?

Have you ever thought twice?

Have you ever asked yourself was it ever worth it?

We gone through so much, and after thrashing things out, you chose this method?

I wasn't there to witness it and i regret it.

Sometimes we just give each other too much space, too much freedom.

We no longer confide as one, we confide as individuals.

Things change.

It's pretty normal i guess but i dont see the need to do all these.

It's just a heartbreak, a heartwrenching incident.

As time passes, you will be doing something more hurtful.

Does it mean one day i am just going to ignore you too?

Does it mean if i see you on the streets one day and we will look at different directions?

Does that mean we are hi-bye friends ever?

Does that mean you are not going to ever call us over for sleepovers?

Does that mean you are telling us to exclude you forever?

Does that mean i will never know anything about your life ever?

Does that mean i will never know if you're doing fine or not?

Does that mean when we're adults i'll never call you out for a drink?

Does that mean my child will never meet your child?

Does that mean you want us to do something?

Does that mean we have to put our dignity aside, our ego aside and reunite?

Does that mean you dont care about us anymore?

Does that mean you are not gonna do anything?

Does that mean you are leaving it all to us?

Does that mean you are officially ending this friendship?

xxxxx

Just a short moment, but a wave of strong emotions.

I started it wrongly, and perhaps, it may just end badly.

I dont know what i want, and i dont know what you want.

I never dared to ask, and i never dared to know.

Perhaps i'll never know and you'll never know.

They all say it hurts more if it continued but i beg to differ.

You easily make my day.
But i'm pretty sure, you're not someone i want to lose.

The ache.

2011-10-16T01:44:00.001+08:00

After promos

So like you all said, when you really give your best for something and when it is over, you feel satisfied. That applies for promos too i guess :) so had some fun after promos and yeah let the pictures do the talking yeah :) Not much tho :)

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Post promos school activities

These few days were just games and i swear life like this over in school is much better than life full of studies but i must admit, having waaaay too much games really make one soopdoop tired than ever! That morning wasn't really good and this stoopz leena still came to play a prank on me but i am thankful for that cos it released my suppression :) Thanks bb and please dont play sucha prank on me EVER. And swee thanks :) I guess you're the only one who truly feels me cos our circumstances are somewhat the same? hehehehe :)

So yes we had games and it was crazzzzzy. No wait, it was not the games which were crazy, it was the sun!!!! I swear after 2 games, i am left with a body aching so badly, with wounds that hurt, i cant even walk properly! But you know what, pain like this deserves some rejoicing there :) hehehe.

There're lotsa pixies of halfway-through-games-<s>unglam</s>-pictures la hahaha but yeah as usual it wouldnt be up here but it's at facebook for sharing some <S>unglam</s> joy with friends :)

So yes i really had alot of fun :) and omgosh sorry babes i cant take it need sleep. im deprived hehe goodnight. will continue tmr when pixies are up :)

Apt moment.

2011-10-09T02:24:00.001+08:00

The rain, the music, the time, all seems to fall nicely today for me to write a nice loving dedication post. Hahahaha, if you were my friend for let's say at least 3 years and reads my blog quite frequently, you would know i have lame dedication posts. Okay wait, they aren't lame, or rather, they are quite sweeeet for the person whom i dedicate to? HAHA okay oh well i have a 20cm skin so whaddya expect right? Okay i shall stop bullshitting and seriously get into some serious biz of posting photos for you to see and yes of cos get ready for my dedication.

So for now, you must be wondering who am i gonna dedicate this to? Perhaps the dedicatee is gonna be the first to read this cos i know she's currently waiting for me to post this so she can read it. She's so lame but oh well i still love her.

Welcome to my life of the squiggly bxx :) This girl here really loves to snort and i swear i heard her snort before OMGOMGOMG super unglam and i am going to say it here. She snorts lika pig. HAHAHA! Okay sorry babe, forgive me for telling ppl you snort yeah but idc :)

So today we went townwide (comes from islandwide) shopping :) we went over to scape to look for some naughty girl

and went old town for lunch. OMG that's when hell happened. I had like some ice blended oreo thingy. It has so much whip cream on it. And.. I ate this curry chicken with parantha (?). something like prata.

Can you believe this combi that i am eating?! Frigging curry with whip cream. Oh well, i had a stomachache and vomitted. Felt super sick and this girl went home with me :) thanks bb. Cant believe i was still smiling while taking pictures with that combi of food. So warning people! Dont mix your food that way k :)

So yes we started taking photos when she was at my place :) Miss times like this yeah :) And sorry babes i cant post all the pixies here if not it'll flood my blog. So more on facebook :)

And i swear we had alot of fun taking the pixies, hahaha! laughing at mad all the time.. And this girl ah, forever moving if not the pictures would be gorgeous okay HAHA! Er yes i love blaming her hehee. she's my squiggly slave :) HAHA!

So yes we had dinner and when it was time for her to leave, we got some sad news. I really dont know what to say about it. We're all just disappointed. It had not sunken in yet but still.. Yeah it will come it will come. It's been so long girl, i dont get why you are doing this. I guess we're all affected by it but what can we do? We all have our own lives to lead right? I'd give it all to salvage this but sorry babe. And yes squiggly (lovely), this incident allowed us to really cherish each other even more than anything else. and guccigirl i'm referring to you too!!!! :) We will make all this work again yeah :) Rmbred missy made a wish, okay several wishes, at 11.11 today? :) hehehehe.

So currently the song that's playing is Talking To The Moon, so i shall keep hitting the keypads here till the song ends :) So that will determine how long the post will be.

~Continued.

Although we entered different schools, totally different tertiary institutions i must say, we were still close. A period of time where i was really bothered with my own stuff, we drifted yes. Sorry :( And yes now you know i've wisen up, yeah guccigirl? HAHAHA. Yes la, i how lame and childish all hahahaha. But you guys still love me right. I have problems and problems. But you guys were constantly, always, forever there for me. Even when my tweets go wrong, my tweets slowly turned emotional, sentimental, painful and something that no longer sounds great, you guys were always there :) Regardless when la.. And guccigirl, you're awesomeeee. hehehehe. I mean, you have to bother with your own stuff, bother about growing up and becoming an university graduate, you were still there for a jc kid like me, a poly kid like her. Really glad to have both you guys. Even tho... ;( Okay bye. Song ended hehehehe :)

BACK :)

2011-10-08T01:54:00.000+08:00

Hi to all the babies out there :) Perhaps the time by the time you're are reading this, your promos would have alr ended and that explains why you have the time to visit me )) sorry i was a hiatus for a looong time but here i am back, feeling happier :) i guess?

HAHAHA.

So here it goes:
Before promos, you wished that promos ended asap.
After promos, you feel that few minutes of adrenaline rush that it's over, but after that, you really dont feel much hahahaha. But you do feel carefree, and that i must admit HAHA.

To all out there, dont think about your promos anymore yeah :) i mean like, it's easier said than done but you see... No point to cry over spilt milk right.. What's done is already done. I mean, i pray for you to guys to promote okay hehehehe :) chillax and just enjoy. Worry when you get your papers and not now :) Totally not worth it!

So yes, today after promos, i watched Real Steel.

And omg it's the REAL DEAL YAW! HAHAHA SRSLY!!!! Please please watch it when you have time. Apparently.. I watched it while feeling soopdoop tired and if it was able to make me awake the entire time, i swear it's good HAHA! :) Srsly babes, watch it k :) Not even mentioning that hugh jackman was a huge bonus to this show haha! AND THE ROBOT + BOY ARE SUPER CUTE!!!!! HEHE. I'm not a pedophile of robophile okay just saying..

After that went to meet joey and jz :))

i swear it was good catching up with them!!! HAHAHA half the time i was talking and they finished their food so so so much faster than me but still :) Talking for 3hrs was worth it cos i gained much insight :) hehehehe.

So yes, if you were that lucky few, you'd know all the torment i'm going through now. Im really sick of sharing this with another person]. I mean, there's nothing much i can mention to anyone else alr cos i guess whatever i wanna hear, or rather whatever i wanna rant, is alr done. So i guess i may only talk to some others. but to those who really really stayed by my side, accompanying me the whole time while i was out and under (esp my squiggly, my hero), i have nothing but only 4 words for you - Thank You & Love You. It was easy listening to what i say, it wasnt easy trying to comfort me. The night i broke down was one of my important nights to studying for promos. I was going through all these before and during promos. I guess no one can comprehend how i felt, along with the stress that was building up within me. But i must admit, i handled it pretty well, or rather, my girls gave me the courage and the support i needed to bring myself back to track. It was a painful and tiring process. And i'm glad i am going to have some fun soooon haha :) And now that promos is over, and that i have to face all that i escaped before promos just so that i could focus on promos, i'm really quite scared. And yes my purpose of making this paragraph long is first, for me to rant, second so that it looks boring and people would skip. But still, after reading this yeah, thanks to whoever for even reading to this very last sentence. Cos at least i mattered to you.

To my squiggly and my hero:
The nights you guys had to comfort me, the days you guys have to reason out with me, the times when i send you guys messages SO LONG SO LONG till i had to send 2 different messages, the times when you guys sacrificed your time just to reply me as long, the times you guys were there before and after my paper, the times when you guys made me smile to my phone, the times you guys were there for me.... i have nothing much to say. HAHAHA so you see how much you guys mattered to me right? You guys made me feel loved srsly :) i love it when you guys can just lift me off my sorrows hahaha! How pro yeah you girls :) My guardian angels hehehehee. I mean like, srsly thanks la okay! :) If i do well for my promos, you guys know who i would thank first!!!! :) but perhaps whatever thoughts i had before promos that was shoved aside are returning... oopsy daisy. sorry babies :(

hello world

2011-09-27T22:59:00.001+08:00

hi babies in the world :) i'm back for an EXTREMELY short post okay? Sorry i've been neglecting you guys but yes i will make it up to you like after my promotional exams okay. if you have no ides what's promotional exams, just treat it as a milestone in my life which i will conquer well and fast :) hehehe. thanks to all that listened to my woes, thanks to all that read my long messages, thanks to all that REPLIED as long, thanks to all that made me feel better. and thank you squiggly bxx for making me smile when i was feeling down and lonely after that 3 days hehehehehehe :) xoxo. Coming back with a blast after 7th Oct babes!!!!

Friends :)

2011-09-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

I've posted my great first 2 days of the holidays. I neglected my other days :) Perhaps cos i hardly had any photos with me or smth hehehe. But still, imma tell you :)) Hehehe. Cos my blog will be d.e.a.d when schl reopens, so i shall update before it really dies la k :)

So i've went out with dates like Chelsea, Sarah :) and today i went for Yx's bbq party!!! :) hehehe so happy to see her. Okay i've decided to let this post become some dedication post la k hehehe.

My phone

Okay people have been asking whaddup with my phone and where did my iphone go to and all. K dont ask me alr la, i'm really DEPRESSED about my iphone. HAHAHA k i'm kidding dudes :) But yeah to feed all your curiosity's cat ah, i dropped it into the toilet bowl la k. So now i'm stuck with this. Okay that's not the moral of the story of writing this. It's.... DOES ANY KIND SOUL OUT THERE HAVE A BETTER PHONE TO LEND? Okay if it's a smart phone, i'd be glad but if not, it's okay :) better than mine can alr. Today it hanged for 30mins you know :( Pity me la....

Chelsea Yong

This fatass here most prolly heard everything about me. All the shit that happened, all the *winkswinks that happens. Perhaps everything in my life la. The one that i can confidently say..... Knows me well. HAHAHA! Okay shit i can sense her ego buffing up HAHA. Yeah we're the ones that can text all day, text about bullshit, angst at each other, scream and curse at each other through texts. And when we dont text for just a few days, we'll be so eager and scared and will text each other again :) Hehehe. Okay confession to make, she's my bf la hahaha. Okay im still straight dudes but how nice to have a friend like her right. When you fail a test, when you do well in a test, when you see your *, when you have so much fun, you just share and share and rant and whine if i do need to. &always there for my pre&post events reflection HAHAHA. Just wanna tell you, i'm glad you're here with me and we had a date that day hehehe.

Sarah Tan

Guess many dabian happened hahaha BXX still right hehehehe :) Awww... Love you lika many many and you ah! forever saying i am lying hahahaha! but i know you're kidding. hehehe i love how we always meet up, and our mouths never stopped talking. we would chop chop find area to sit down and we'll talk non stop!!! from the time we met till the time we left each other :) hehehe. You're most prolly the only person who knows everything in a "story" form and not in bits and pieces :) Hehehehe. :) I'm glad we had a date that day! :)

Oh and yingxuan, i think what i wanna say to you is all in our love letter hehehehe :)

Helluva fun.

2011-09-09T18:54:00.002+08:00

HI BABY READERS :)
How have your holidays been? If you're a poly kid, good for you cos during holidays you have NOTHING to study but to just slack and waste your life away? HAHAHA okay i'm kidding :) I mean, like work and make your life meaningful right? Hehehe. Okay i really hope you're enjoying babes and hotties out there :) Poly kids are definitely ranting about how bored they are, how "nothing-to-do" they are and just rotting at home or rather, partying till they're so tired. Okay that's rubbing into the jc kids' wounds HAHA BUT NO it doesnt work for me and my girls who know how to make full use of our lovely holidays hehehe.

So i went for a House Party on that night. It may not have started well but after that everything turned out fine. I'm glad i went with those beautiful ladies that you'll see soon in my pictures :) They're the best you can ever find. I got slapped, i got screamed at but it's all because they love me and want the best for me :) Puked like mad but like he said, it was an experience la. And i hate how my heart always linger at the place where it's not suppose to be babes :( &&i still managed to go for tuition at 9am tho i reached home at 6am :) hehe what an accomplishment. Okay enough of words, let the pictures do the talking!!! :)

Hahaha so you see, we girls have fun too okay :) But of cos we have our promos to study but aiya, we need some time to take a breather and dance off the stress and all :) hehehe. So yeah the next night was Canoeing Formal Dinner :) Totally loved it.

We had some really goooood seafood buffet. It may be ex but you see, the company, the dressing up, the perplexity for not knowing that to wear, the dilemma of having to dress in this or that, the pictures, the food ALL MADE THE $55 worth it :) hehehe. Had much fun and omg i really cant emphasize how good the food is!

Okay um just saying but i dont have any photos of the food, life sucks for you then. But you can spend money going in and really experiencing the good food? it's really an experience :) and what the, my girls had some dare and it was bad, so i'm not sayin hehehe :) Okay enough of the words again, shall we let the pictures do the talking?

Have been more hapz recently :) lesser of the "After 12am syndrome" :) But i still do get it at times la hehehe. I hope school will do some justice for me soon. Get back my mood to study, my mood to do well and GET MY FRIENDS BACK!

Ooopsy

2011-09-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

Sorry baby readers out there, i must've scared you through my previous post? HAHAHA. Soz but no worries k i'm fine :) I still managed to head down for a house party last night leaving me with great memories :) I know i was gone cos i had a massive headache and puked one million and one times. But it was through these moments, i knew who stood by me. Thanks girls. Um, #justsaying k, they're damn fierce when i dont listen to them HAHAHA. They whacked me hard, patted me well for me to vomit out, whispered in my ears to calm me down, thanks babies :) But i was okay all the way k :)

And to those that scolded me cos i went, esp peiyi that went crazy hahahaha. Thanks for your concern :) hehe.

Sentimental after 12am.

2011-09-02T01:34:00.002+08:00

(It's gonna be long, you can just leave now.)

I guess my blog title is self-explanatory. I forgive you for calling me weird, for calling me crazy cos i only turn sentimental after 12am. I never knew the accuracy of this until i just unknowingly posted a rather emotional tweet and when i took a quick glance at the time on the top right hand corner of my bright screen, it reflected 12.01am. I got a shock and i knew today would be an extra sentimental day, and a day for me to post because i have so much feelings today. This is my first time i am going to an extent of posting this and not even multi-tasking (p.s my music that induces my sentimental hormones are def not part of multi-tasking). I'd usually be on my 2 social networks but today, i crossed them out of my tabs, and i placed my phone aside. I have no idea what got over me. It may be because of the blog posts i read on Joey's blog, it may be because of his loss (condolences to her), it may be because of just that song, or just someone that affected me today? I honestly do not know. The tears i cant comprehend, the thoughts i can't decipher.

Today is Teacher's Day. Or rather they call it, the celebration while tmr is then the official Teacher's Day. I was apprehensive about going back to my alma mater because i was afraid of being judged. I'm gonna just be frank here because I've been judged way too many times for me to take it. It wouldn't be that bad if my family doesn't do it. Okay my family DO NOT judge me for my inner-self but my outer-appearance. Oh wait, that's not judging, it's commenting. I admit, since young i never had the i-do-not-give-a-shit-about-your-opinions-of-me-girl. I was that vulnerable kid, weighing above 60kg for several years, being put down badly when i was in my puberty stage that made me so determined to shed those fats. I could never ignore what the others thought. Sometimes I wish i could have a lil of Steph and Leena's attitude. Sorry babes, but knowing me for this 6months. You guys know very well i'm really not someone like that. That's why i was really afraid of today.

But i must say, i was thankful for returning to RS today. Back to a school with familiar faces, with the people you used to laugh, you used to smile at, you used to gossip, you used to buy food with, was just, heart warming. I admit that i adapted to my JC life soopdoop fast, school curriculum is so hectic and trainings were (yes were, now i cant even move my left hand to lift anything, i can do NOTHING) crazy, i dint even have the time to sit down, and ask myself what have i done, what have i neglected, whose life did i miss out on, who needs me now? I was just in. my. own. bubble. I was preoccupied with my own joy, fun, laughter in school, i neglected and subconsciously hurt my friends i never wanted to hurt. I'm sorry Sarah. I hurt this girl so deep but she accepted me back with her arms wide and never asked for much. She gave me the consoles i needed, she paid attention to all my tweets, she gave me the love i needed (cheesy but yes) even during her busy periods in poly. But where was i when she was down? I was busy with my own crap. Sometimes i wonder, what a great friend i am.

Nothing could have been worse by what my sister sent me a week ago. I must swear, one million hurtful messages from your friends, cannot beat just ONE message from your family member. It hurts that they say you neglected them. It hurts even more when you know it's true. Your family is the only one who actually is so frank with you, they sometimes forget that you do have feelings. That's why they are your family dudes. They correct your mistake, they teach you the values that you need to know, they make you realise how horrible, how ungrateful, how bitchy, how lovely, how sweet, how caring you are towards them. They keep you pondering. That's why i love them. For being so frank, so bittersweet. Perhaps I really did neglect my family. Maybe what they dont see is that i try to make it a point to have dinner at least 5 times a week. I try my best to stay at home during the weekends. Sometimes i even avoid going out, or instead, call my friends over to my place to study so that i could be home, to be with you guys. But i still do appear to be going out often. Okay i guess it's just that i'm at the age whereby i'm just hanging out very often and i always stubbornly go out with my friends. From the bottom of my heart, i just hope that they do understand or smth along those lines.

And this is the first time, i teared from the start of the post, to the end of the post, and i still feel the ache now. What have become of me? The question i often ask myself.

I remembered reading that tweet of yours, and it was just as if it spoke to that water tank hidden behind my corneas, and told it to break itself, to flow out. I felt that perplexity hidden within you, hidden beneath those words. It sent chills down my back and my tears overflowed what my eyes could carry. Um, not saying i have huge eyes to contain those tears in the first place. I was reminded of the loss i had approx 4 years ago. It was something i could never forget. I regretted too much. I played too much. I hurt her too much. She left me too suddenly, too quickly for me to even react, for me to even apologise, for me to even do something for her. Why was i so childish? I ask myself back then. I remembered sobbing so badly on the day of cremation. Those tears were not just tears of sorrow, they were tears of regret. That's why, I've never done anything like what i did to her after she left me. I vow to treat everyone frigging nice and to make everyone feel like they're worthy on Earth. It's not easy but do i try. I do not make life hard cos i know cherishing others is definitely more worthy of my time i have on Earth than to make someone's life hard. I treat myself, my family, my friends better. I even put others before me at times. So to you, if you are reading, you know you've got my back. Cos for you, i am not putting my phone on airplane mode for as long as you're down just so that if you were to text/call me, i could at least have a teeny weeny chance of hearing it, and waking up to be there for you when you need me. Bcos i know how much a friend's listening ear is to you at this point of your life. Until the day you tell me you've come to terms with it, only then will i feel okay.

Fever

2011-08-30T09:44:00.001+08:00

So the long holiday have started. And no, i'm not talking about september holiday. I am talking about the weekends + a day of school this week. So as you can see, the poly kids are alr having holidays which is 7 weeks of holidays. How jealousssss! But wait, i shouldnt be jealous cos i know i can see my friends in school and that they can easily meet me cos they free!!! :) hehehe.

Being sick really sucks :( Last night mummy was so nice :) She noticed that i keep tossing and turning and that's because i cant find a comfortable position to sleep. My entire legs are aching, my neck and all hurts. She woke up and placed towel on my neck and forehead. You know the kids way of subsiding a fever? HAHA. I missed that :)

Okay byebye :)

They made my day.

2011-08-19T14:25:00.000+08:00

Have been feeling rather down recently because of everything that happened to me recently. But im soopdoop soopdoop glad that i have people by my side everything shit happens. It's just amazing how they seem to able to see through my pain, console me well enough and allow me to pull through this tough ordeal.

So i doubt i'll be able to go for training for a week plus due to my injured vulnerable hand. I'm just despondent. Period. I'm now typing away furiously with my right hand whereas my left hand feels just so immobile and moving it at times just really hurt. And i still wanna be a smart aleck and refuse to eat painkiller last night, causing the pain in my hand for the entire night :( I'll be missing so many trainings. I guess my closest friends must've seen that 4 words for so many times - missing so many trainings. I'm glad they could unds me and unds why i feel that way :B

I decided not to succumb to fate and wallow in my misfortune. I'd take things all in my stride and face it with a positive mind :) My girls, and guys who heard me, thanks because i'm all fine now :)

This 2 days of my life.

2011-08-09T23:50:00.003+08:00

I have survived at least 2/3 of my JC life and i must say, the past 2 days would've been my most memorable havoc days i ever had. Others such as Canoe Camp, Orientation would definitely be memorable but not havoc. The past 2 days was REALLY crazy. I had alot of fun. Thanks girls and guys :) I felt like i escaped reality for that 2 dayd and now i'm back to reality, it sucks.

When there're happiness, there're bound to have sadness.

Thank you to all my girls + my bfftanjing who actually listened me to whine and whine and whine about Love Red Parade and end up there was no such conclusion to my whining. There was nothing you guys could do, there was nothing I MYSELF could do cos Love Red Parade has passed. But you guys still were a great listening ear!!! Perhaps we'll never meet ever again but still, it was great meeting you. Shit i hate how i become sentimental when the clock approaches 12am.

So the next day i went for Tom's.

It was not how chaotic it was there. It was seriously the friendship that was being leveled-up there. HAHA kk it sounds lika game but it's true. The people you least thought would care, actually cared. The people you least thought would spill their woes out to you actually did. I remembered everything and i would not forget. At least i remembered all that happened.

To the greatest people over at the party, the people who planned it. Like what Tom said, you guys slogged your lungs out before, during and after the party. Nothing could have been anything better. &amp;on a random note, i cant get over how short your name is, Tom. You guys are the most responsible I've met. #Respect. And i still cant get over the fact that someone, or rather a group of people (Yili?) cleaned up the toilet!!! I know i'm someone who would not do that, i would rather do something else than to clean a dirty toilet but still, someone did it. For us. For the sake of having a clean toilet. Forget whatever that isn't suppose to happen and remembering what really matters is sufficient :) At the end of the day, i just wanna say thanks :)

Okay i feel rather liveless now. I guess it's cos 12am is coming and i have to sleep for training tmr. My life rocks.

A slew of tests.

2011-07-24T19:54:00.003+08:00

So time flew and now i have to conquer another slew of tests. I wonder how i'll fare cos the topics are really getting tougher as time passes.

I had my BFF Contest yesterday, many many thanks to those who actually liked the pictures, and thanks Linhui for staying all the way despite having the risk of being alone in the audience crowd!!! Thanks and i really appreciated your presence and help *winks hehehe. Thanks Chels for coming down although you have to rush down to Woodlands after that for your project, but still, you made time for me hehee. Thanks jwong for watching that few initial minutes although you had church stuff after that :))

Thanks guys!!!! Your presence and support was really great and tho we did not win, we had fun right Peiyi!!! :D hehehe. We gained a whole new experience! :) Really enjoyed the process of fretting over being in top 6, fretting over what to wear, and preparing the questions waaay before hand and most of them came out hehehe :) But we were still stunned by some lol!

To all that were curious what we had to compete in, we actually had to compete in Charades and Quiz. The quiz includes asking questions of what you bff likes/would do la :) So yeah.. HEHEH. It was fun :) I guess i wasnt as nervous as i thought i would be! hehe.

Oh wait, but did i tell you what pissed me off? I cant believe they chose the winner through scissors-paper-stone just because the 2 competitors had same score for the extra 4 questions. Tsk. I would never join any related kind of competition they plan. It was totally unfair and injustice. But at least the team i liked won so okay i shall shuddup.

WHAT A CHANGE!!!!

2011-07-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

I'm currently using the new Blogger Layout and indeeeeed, it looks so soopdoop different i'm quite afraid of it LOL! K i'm just kidding but yeah, it looks just lika empty blob of thing. But i can say that the colors look really... nice! hehehe. k stop bshitting.

If i say i am that happy and that picture really depicts my current feeling, to what extent will you believe me? HAHAHA. I'm being serious, i really feel that carefree and elated and idk why! Perhaps this is when someone will tell you about how i view life?

Sometimes i'm quite glad that her loss made me realise the importance of life and i do cherish my family and friends now. I'm trying my vvv best to enjoy every minute, every second of school. There're indeed times when i feel down in school like when it sunly rains and makes me feel all gloomy and sad. But times like that are rare :)) Isn't that awesome?

So i'm gonna have to take some major exams in a few week/day time. Like my A's LC, A's MT Paper in October and A's SPA in a month's time. K stress right? But yeah i'm gonna take it in my stride and do well (I HOPE!) There're juniors asking me which route should they go to and they fear that JC is sounding simply too stressful but perhaps it really depends on how you look at it?

I can very frankly tell you that you do feel stressed and caught up in life when your CCA starts kicking in. You'll feel like there're toooo little time for toooo many things on hand. But it's just about your attitude towards how you want things to work out. If you want it to work out well, you jolly well do your things with a smile. Dont grumble, dont whine. Do the right thing right from the start. Don't just slack off at the start cos you'll find it really hard to cope after that! I really hope to see many of you come into AC cos it'll be a whole new experience - ESP Ayuni, Hani, Nabil, George, Jonathan. I shall see you guys here in AC next year? :)

Being in my CCA, dealing with all the buff-related comments can really be demoralising at the start but i've finally gotten a break through and i've decided to really just.... entertain the thought without accepting it (thanks mr. tham!) and right, mayb i should just "kkk" to such comments then "byebyebye" to those comments once they're off. Hehehe, if being slightly bigger for 1.5years will bring glory to AC, i'll accept it and do my best. Screw my body for 1.5years and when April 2012 comes, we get 1st (er.. yeah?) and when i step down, i'll lose all that i gain, and lose even more than i gained and be back to that forced-ectomorph LOL!

I love how i'm so close with my canoegirls that i tell them so many things i've never told anyone else before so bluntly. I love how i see them in school and i grin from ear to ear. I love how they always attack me from the back leaving me screaming lika crazy baboon. I hate how i cant see them on Sundays :(

HAPPY ME.

2011-06-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

HI GUYS. MY TERMS ARE OVER!!!! HEHEHE. K i'm so happy bout it but apparently not soopdoop happy but who cares kkk. i decided to give myself a break cos i deserve a break la really.. I spam studies with my canoebabes after training, before training just so that we can prove to others that canoebabes can score even with the crazy training hours. And hope we can la hehehe.

So now i'm giving myself a break for today, like, just to slack and all but i have letters to do.. So, yeah mayb i'll do it later into the night when i have more feel cos the moon is out and the night is cold LOL! kidding but yeah iw will still do it cos quite late alr hehe.

so now my hectic training and lessons will resume soon... er training is alr resumed la but.. yeah HAHAHAA kk see you guys soon k!!!

How worried.

2011-06-24T20:33:00.000+08:00

I'm not scared, not afraid of Terms, i'm just worried. I cant believe 1 month just flew passed like that. Like THAT! In a snap :( The day clare sang the HSM song at 4.10pm on the last day of school sounded just like it was sung yesterday. I cant believe i managed to keep myself so busy during the holidays, i dint expect myself to find time flying so fast.

So Terms are just 2 days later. And on the 3rd day, i'll be spending hours and hours in the examination hall, regurgitating everything that i learnt, applying everything i learnt and try to do well. Time really flies :( Yeah that's my moral of the story of this point today.

But you know what, i will still enjoy this journey i chose for myself :)) Cos i know the cakes in my phone will bring me through this ordeal.

1 week left.

2011-06-18T04:23:00.000+08:00

Hello world! i just realised how long i've not posted cos i'm even logged out of blogger in my com! hmm... right so this time, i attend SC chalet!!! It feels really nice to see my woodlanders once again hehehe. i was super famished when i reached there. But thank goodness there was still bbq food hehehehee. Sinful but oh well... Then we talked through the night. I am so sorry i fell asleep halfway. Please pardon a lady who had double training k guys :) hehehe :)

I really wouldn't mind another one hehehehe.

So i've officially ended a month of training. Cos i guess i'm not attending the last week of optional training :( I know we have ALOT to catch up, ALOT more water training needed to catch up with those experienced players in this field. But sorry Coach, our Terms are really important to us, hope you do unds why we are not heading down for water training. 1 week may seem alot, but 1 week is definitely not enough for some of us, especially those who need to catch up on Term 1 stuff. But Coach, we are going down for gym sessions c: heheheh. We will train to be stronger and faster, and not let you down for water training. We know how much we let you down. We will try our vvvv best not to give you shit results anymore.

#canoepride

2011-06-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

#canoepride

Yes i'm trying to make this #canoepride thing trend on twitter. But apparently, it seems like i am the only one who enthusiastically places it in every tweet related to my girls. But i do see my teammates putting it, just for my sake, awwww hehehehe how happy.

Okay i had cheap thrill this monday. I was suppose to have water training in the afternoon after my land training in the morning. But MacR was closed for idk what reason and we did not have water training. My team jumped in exhilaration and we all headed to Queensway for ikea balls and great food here and there - eg kueh tutu, muahchee? at super low prices? hehee. We managed to get our team bag (hopefully okay), my couple nalgene bottle with beat and almost couple bottle with stephie hehe. Gonna get tights but i havent contact Jon :O oops kkkk will do it soon.

Then tuesday was studying at stephie's place at 9am but wth, i took a bus to a place with no buses to her house. And ended up feeling so lost. Then nvm, i rested my eyes at the wrong time on the bus and i missed the bus stops. Worse thing was, i continued taking 2 more bus stops. Ended up, i had to walk back to the original busstop. And i couldnt take another bus cos i only had 22cents in my ezlink how freaking shit :( LOL!

So we studied and studied and as you can see, we did photobooth and i did quite lil okay. My other lovely girls like manlethia was ALWAYS ON THE COM! But cos she alr settled 3 chapters in the revision package. how fassst hurhurhur makes us all feel so slow.

Then we had good dinner, um as usual at stephie's place lol! Yeah so we had a great time stalking, bitching, gossiping lololol! Night started to set in and 3 crazy girls decided not to go home and yes we stayed at night! - Dawnie, SSSwee, Me!!! We htht and caused some trouble for SSSwee which we love hehehehehehhehe. And the night was so funny okay!!!

We had a king size bed and a mattress. SSSwee wanted to sleep on the floor herself. And i kept on cuddling stephie and did not let her go. i even threw her Nathan and Peace or wtv shit toys she have on the floor which caused a big pile of crap on the floor. Then she was so angry with me she threw her Angry Bird toy at me and said: See angry!!! HAHAHA SHE HOW CUTE. And she rolled down and slept with SSSwee. I wasnt happy so i rolled down too. Ended up 3 people on one mattress and Dawn on the KING SIZE bed and stephie said; You're fat hahaha wth!!!! Dash. Dot. Dash.

Woke up and came home, so yeah :) hehehehehhe. this is my fun last night. How bout yours babe?

I AM BACK IN ACTION

2011-06-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

I AM SO SAD I AM BACK HOME NOW :(

Before the camp: Screw my life. This is shit man, i'm gonna suffer so badly.
After the camp: Can we ever extend this camp?

But seriously guys, if i had to exchange/sacrifice/do smth so that i can extend one more night, i would do it. I would do it even if i have to wake up at 2am for a double fire drill, i would do it even if i have to do push ups in the middle of the night, i would do it even if i have to run 5km in the morning with those killer-aching-thighs. Because, all i want is extra time with my team.

I swear my team is already bonded, but after this camp, we're super duper duper bonded. I love how close my team is, how many things we are doing. And how we actually do everything TOGETHER. &&&i love how we spend at least 5 days a week tgt hehehehehahahahahohohoho. We practically see each other 6 times last week - everyday except sunday :)) hehehe.

I kind'o miss my team alr okay :(

So we had much sufferings here and there. But with all these, we grew stronger and tougher. We were mentally prepared for all the shit that was coming up. And the thing is, we braced it all tgt. I'm so happpppy okay. Esp cos we conquered the hellish Amazing Race that killed all of our thighs. Oh right that's thighs destroyers, and we and arms destroyers as punishment. so apparently, I AM DESTROYED.

HAHAHA but wtv it is, we really had lotsssss of fun okay!!!! And imma make this experience as enriching, as memorable, painful (not as painful) for my juniors. I promise (Y)

ON HIATUS

2011-06-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

HEY HO HI HA HU HEHEHEE.

I'M GOING OFF FOR A 3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS HOLIDAY AT MY VERY OWN ACJC! HAHAHA. K enough of those shit but yeah, i'm going off for a.... camp! Canoe camp. and you know what?? We're kind of screwed la, confirm go there alive, come back dead one okay. hehehehe. but i'm quite excited bout it! hehehe.

But my company will keep me alive (Y) and that's what i love bout my team! &YEAH WE ARE SUPPOSED TO PAIN OUR NAILS!!!! AND there you go hehehee.
p.s trying to overcome my fear for massive dots.

A slew of events.

2011-05-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

I realised i haven't been posting here every since my mum's day post, hehehe. so sorry bout it. and yeah i have been caught up with my studies, cca and all. The holidays have finally started!!!! And i have been hanging out till quite late after school cos of birthdays and all :) So haven't have much time to even come on the computer and do some posting here and share my happiness with you guys!

Thankfully i have found time here cos holidays have started. So why not let the pictures so the talking bout my life?

So you know what guys? This lady here went to... BANGKOK!!!! HAHAHAHA. OMGOSH I SWEAR IT'S A SHOPPING PARADISE THERE OKAY! Plus my sis went with me and we are the shopping queens. We used the least input (cash) to get the most output (clothes and all)! I've never bought sooo many clothes in my life at one go before!!!! HAHA!

We were shopping everyday okay!!! And you know what?? I love spotting trannies :) HAHAHA i would get so hyped up everytime i see a tranny. I was so busy spotting for them. And sometimes i dint even spot 1 within 10hours?!??! It makes me whine to my sis and my sis says im mad hehehe.

OH HAHA. i'm too scared to go upfront and take that tanned disgusting face of theirs so why not i show you the nice side of those trannies with those lovely lean legs, tanned legs slim figure but with a shitz face? LOLOLOL. K enough of these bullshits.

p.s i'm super proud i plucked up my courage to take this pix of the keyboard

HAHAHAHA super cute right!!!!!!! (note: Thailand Only okay!!!!)

So i had so much fun. had lotsa good food. I have many many pixies too!!! But it's quite impossible to show them here if not i'll kind'o bomb my blog, why not you can see you @facebook?

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Went to celebrate nizor's bday yesterday @ ECP :) It was nice to see my friends which i have not been contacting for quite some time :)

KKKK HOPED I GAVE YOU A GREAT INSIGHT INTO MY LIFE? HEHEHEHE. K SEE YOU REAL SOON GUYS!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

2011-05-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

Today is mother's day. How outrageous would it be if i don't create a new post with regards to my lovely mum who has been there for me right? This is gonna be a long post, at least as long as i can write. I would write it out.

I remember the times she did so much for me. I've grown up healthily in this 16+ years, thanks to her loving care and concern. The unconditional love that she showered me with is priceless. You'll never find a mum that nice. Everyone thinks that their mum is the best, so do i. I am no exception. Maybe because i'm the youngest in the family, the most pampered and thus, the one given most care for.

Do you know that my parents spent more than 10k on my tuition fees? (i counted!)
Do you know my mum wakes up early in the morning to make breakfast for me?
Do you know my mum has been driving me to school early in the morning?
Do you know my mum prepares breakfast like salmon fish for me, despite it being so expensive, just bcos i like it?
Do you know my mum literally chopped all my food into small pieces during my braces period?
Do you know my mum stopped her work just to take care of me during my suspected dengue fever period?
Do you know my mum tries her best to attend scholarship bursaries with me just to take photos for me?
Do you know my mum gives me money so i could eat?
Do you know my mum scolds me cos she loves me?
Do you know my mum trust me so much so that when my dad badmouths me, she would quarrel with him so as to defend me?
Do you know my mum ALWAYS backs me up whenever anyone bullies me?
Do you know my mum even pays attention when i said i loved the song "What Are Words"? And she even rmbred what i told her with regards to the song?
Do you know my mum spends damn lot of money on me and she never complained?

Do you know i love my mum and i told her that? *adding a hug

I dont deny this - I am a mummy's girl. Practically all my secondary school friends know i am a mummy's girl. Now my canoe team knows i am a mummy's girl cos there was once i ditched them just to acc my mum. My mum is really impt to me. I rmbr there was once i even found it so frigging unfair that my big sis has extra 14 years with my mum and i lagged behind by 14 years :( WHAT A JOKE LOL. But yeah you do get the point that i love my mum right?

There're times when i neglect her (Esp during holidays) cos i hang out with my friends. But what she doesn't know is that whenever i hang out with my friends, i would think of times to stay at home so as to acc them. But srsly la, i love my mum. HAPPY MAMA DAY!!! :)

Great happy life

2011-05-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hehehe so i know i havent been posting since the last time with regards to my db :) So yeah, we did have this party @ steph's house. i know she doesnt want people to know her house is huge but i'm saying it here LOLOLOL. love her man!!!

we had so so so much fun! played in her pool (clue 1 that it's huge). and we had a tour around her house, leaving us to shout: OMGOSH lika mil times (clue 2 that it's huge). Then we had so much fun know! laugh and all. had food of a royalty LOL! (clue 3 that it's awesome). But no la, kidding kidding. we had like food that anyone loves - fried food, pasta, and all :) dont you just love those? hehee. i dint even bother grabbing my camera to take pix cos my lovely frd, swee had a DSLR. so what the? Why take out my noobish cam and start taking pix right? So we had like over 600 pix i think. Cos there was 3 fb albums.

if you are a friend of mine in fb, you def do have a chance to take a look at the huge house, much fun and laughter we had :) kekekeke.

we really enjoyed soooooo much.

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i rmbred there was once i went to play pool with my jcies lovelies during midnight. i had fun toooo!!! hehehe. tho it was late, tho i had to celebrate mum's day before that and collect race pack. k let the pixies do the talking of one of my eventful saturday!!!

So i went out of house like super early and then went back home ard 2am? It was baaad. i dint wanna take a taxi so i took a stroll home. WA IT WAS NOT THAT BAD! hahaha! At least i could survive the entire walk :))) thanks to my lovely bud who called and also my great shoeeeees that aided me keke.

so yeah that's about it for my life now!
this what i have for an eventful weekend which makes me so excited!!! so much so i find motivation to finish up my work so that i can just slack throughout the weekend kekekehahahaha
Saturday: Training in the morning and Nike Goddess 5K run in the evening.
Sunday: do project with bbudd.
Monday: MAYBBBBB SENTOSA W MY JCIES LOVELIES. PLEASE TELL ME IT WILL WORK!

We will miss Simin :(

2011-04-30T01:17:00.004+08:00

This morning, i left the house, feeling so super duper nervous cos i was down got dragonboat(db) competition. I was doing visualisation on the MRT, leaving me looking lika sleeping zombie infront of my ACsians hahaha! But wtv, so i took a deep breath before i stepped out of the Bedok Mrt Station :O Swear i was reeeeally nervous.

*p.s the entire team fingers were painted with Red, Blue, Gold (yellow) as it's the ACS Colors ♡

And yeah, we went to compete, i had butterflies in my stomach, the hug from my lovely Captain was good and my coach was superb. Love her ttm :))) We managed to clinch Gold and this is the first time i ever felt the joy of getting Gold. In sec schl, i was barely there LOL! My bkb team was FOS!!!!! We clinched nothing. We were merely just participants of the North Zone, filling up the 4th place. I swear this is the best feeling ever, to be able to achieve something YOU WORK DAMN HARD FOR.

Many many s*** cocked up and... yeah leaving the team rather down. But i'm glad we were all fine after that. Then we left for Temasek Poly to bathe and then KOI @ Tampines then Charmaine's house!!! :))) HEHEHE. Had steamboat. OMGOSH SHUANG TTM. HAHAHA! I went rather crazy and my team too!! LOL! *winks to Swee, Laney, Tammie KEKEKEKEKE. Ate so damn much.

"It seems like there's lesser food alr. (all looks into the steamboat but sees alot of food.)
"Okay i heard that!" *rushes to the table and grabbed more food and threw into the steamboat pot.

HAHAHA it was super epic back then! We were all RAVENOUS OKAY!!!! We ate so so so much like we never had any better food! But srsly, this week right, we ate non-fried food and non-spicy. We def did break this rule but we really broke up very mildly, at least for me? HAHA! Ate so much i could blow HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. K inside joke.

"I'm damn full but nevermind, i put in my mouth then it will chew"
-Swee

Had some partying session and laughed like mad!!! So we had to leave. As the saying goes: Happy things come to an end :(

More pixies will come up when Swee posts k :))) In the meantime, stay tuned!

P.s i bet my team will miss Simin, our coach alot. She did alot for us, she came to train us right after her trainings. She gave us crazy training that made us stronger both mentally and physically. She pushed us, encouraged us and made us better. She allowed us to clinch this Gold medal. It was her that made us who we are today. We're extremely grateful to her :)) And hopefully she'll be back to train us next year! And hell yeah, she only trained us for a mere 2-3 weeks and we clinched a Gold. See her power there?

Ding you

2011-04-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

DING TZUNG ERN
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The one whom i met during orientation. the guy whom i found was decent enough in ACJC. The one who plays the guitar so well, sing so well has left for Australia. It definitely isn't something to cheer bout cos it left many of us crying when we sent him off at the Airport on Good Friday. I can't believe this is so soon :((( I know at times we have to let go and so, we have to let you go. The idea of you leaving did not strike me only till a few days beforeit was confirmed that you had to leave.

Hope you will do really fine at Australia and doing fine. Your class will miss you alot and so will Ragetti. PEople like that idiotic Salome will miss you alot. HAHAHA, i bet the others will too la. Hope you really appreciate what we did for you and of cos what Medwin and friends did for you. They really went through aloooot just to do that scrapbook, those small lil notes, those videos (ESPECIALLY!!!!)

Hope to see you really soon like... end of this year? most prolly the serene you see may look so tanned you cant see her in the dark LOLOL! Ooopsy daisy im kidding kkk hahaha!

I know i know

2011-04-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

I know i havent been coming back here to like.. post! hahaha! sorry guys :)))

Yeah ive been having lessons and all which makes me happy cos i do see my friends in schl :) All my poly kids have to feel the same way too k! You know who i am referring to :)

And yeah, i've been having CRAZY trainings which make me so frigging tired i dont even wanna do any work. Makes me physically tired and aching, it even hurts to sleep sideways :( Oh no.. hahaha but you know what? The joy in training tgt as a team does keep my going!!! :B

So my lovely og mate, ding has left for aus, leaving me to tear like mad yesterday and leaving swollen eyes on me this morning. I'll miss him and will definitely come up with an official dedicated post just for him :)

Tiring ttm

2011-04-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

My lovely OG mate, ding, is leaving for Aus to study :(((( hurhurhur T.T So we met up in schl and took like some pixies kekeke. let the pixies do the talking aite?

I skipped school for Canoe Nationals :))))) i felt quite stress cos i'll be missing one school day and i v scared cant catch up. Geek Alert lol! But i totslly enjoyed myself there despite the smothering heat and scorching sun. We weren't allowed to bring books cos books = 书 = 输 = Lose. So my entire team was forced to take a break from studies :B

so we had to transport the boats back to Macritchie and we were in this hugeeeeeee truck which made us perspire like maaaad cos it was soooo warm inside know!!! But we had fun camwhoring. More pixies @ facebook.

So now i've been training for dragonboating cos it's dragon season. Swear i feel super duper duper useless :((( kk i shouldnt show my sadness and whine here cos i have a place to whine. Which is my twitter :))) kekeke. It's so tiring but... nice cos it's a team keke. Ciaos!

p.s i'm glad my discipline allowed me to complete all my work.

How have you guys been?

2011-04-09T00:11:00.001+08:00

Yes im back! hahaha! I've always anticipated to the weekends cos it meant resting, meant seeing my siblings, it meant having more time for them. And not forgetting my pesty friends who always wanna meet me which makes me heart melt kekekeke.

And as people as me, "How's JC life?" I have only 3 words to say to them - Hectic, Fun, Stressful. Without the CCAs there to push us, we won't feel the vigour of the curriculum, without the friends, you wouldn't find school fun. And as usual, without the school tests and assignments, where do i derive the word Hectic from right? HAHA!

I mean, i feel it's all about time management la, be more kiasu kiasi, think okay la. I've been emotionally disturbed for quite some time hahahahaha kkk kidding but yeah so it's alr over (at least i spoke up) and it's fine now righttttt keke :3 Know me well, know what i'm saying.

So kkkkk i ♡♡♡♡♡♡ canoe and that's about it. Do not stereotype against us, cos it's not right. And i've got db tmr!!!!!!!! :3 :3 And let me tell you, because i enjoy my company in canoe so much, i enjoy the fact that we always give birth, the fact that we always suffer together "Everyday we're suffereing" *keke inside joke. And the fact that we do everything together and we simply love each other's company. I AM SO STAYING IN CANOE, HEHEHE. LOVE YOU GUYS!!! :B

Muse replacement

2011-04-03T14:36:00.001+08:00

We were suppose to attend Muse @ NUS but we couldnt get a tix last minute so ended up gg town with jcies lovelies keke :3 Went down to peninsular and acc linhui and med to get their stuff. Then went over to play some pool which left me feeling lika noob as usual HAHAHA!

YOU SEE YOU SEE THOSE PIXIES UP THERE. ALAMAAAAK HAHAHA!

Went for dinner @ Nandos which made me feel super duper duper grossed out. Having some gays in the house leaving me guffawing like nobody business. But they did make my day :) hehehee, dont i just love my company? Keke. Nandos was great anw!!!! :)

As usual, more at facebook :)

HAHAHAH HI IM BACK

2011-03-25T23:34:00.001+08:00

THANKS FOR STAYING HERE AND COMING BACK SO FREQUENTLY GUYS!

hmm, yeah so my schl is.... hectic LOL! CCA and studies are a boomzx that make me go :D :D :D But i havent been feeling well so that explains why i'm not here, and ccas make me come home late cos my parents bring me out to eat. I end up reaching home only at ard 9.30pm at times.

And yet such an avid dramafanatic like me needs to watch the 10pm show on channel u. What addictive like whaaat sia okay!!!!

OH AND SCHL HAD FIREDRILL TODAY! During PW lecture which made me really pissed cos they should've chose another timing :( Bendaye only has PW lecture once a week leh.. And they had to take it away today :( But okay la, i enjoyed :B Bcos during firedrill we took pix lol!!! HAHAH! Damn cool!

I still have more pixies @ facebook!!!

cya guys there!!! :) I've got training @ MacR tmr so i've gonna turn in soon :3

YES IKR

2011-03-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hahaha sorry sorry, i know i drag this really really badly. I've not updated bout my SJI hehe. It's Senior Junior Interaction la k :) i'll update soon!

&&&btw i've been a mummy's girl recently know :) hehehe. i've been sticking like glue to my mum cos i feel the urge to be by her side. Awhile not with her also wanna die like that HAHAHAHA! but i'm glad it's like that.. she's so super nice to me okay!!! IF you had her, you would unds why i am like that now keke

SJI

2011-03-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

Yes SJI is Senior Junior Interaction for my canoe team :) i will elaborate more when i upload the pix. but i'm currently sooooooo tired to even lift my hands to grab my camera and start transferring. So you know what? I'll do it tmr k!!! I mean, if i sunly have the energy lol!!!!!

I had lotsa fun tho it was mixed along with some frustration. But the company and the later part of the interaction definitely did neutralise all the frustration i felt LOL!

So yeah, let's talk about my jc life. I've been having training quite frequently. I mean i had to rush down to bedok on Sat for National Juniors Championship Compeition whereby my seniors competed. And i was too sick so i couldnt attend Sunday. &&then i had SJI on Monday, Tuesday training, and today - Wednesday training too! I mean, i dint have the chance to rest and recuperate other than Sunday.

Training yesterday was a killer man! HAHAHA! I mean, the repetitions we had to do was... It was painful la, i must say. My arms, thighs, abs and everything are hurting. Sigh! But it was a great pain :) It goes to show i did work out right!!! Kekekekekeke. So i had training today too. It was sea training and that makes me a happy girl. But i think i kind'o hurt my elbow this time round? Gosh. Hurt back, then shoulder, now elbow. This is how weak i become when i am under vigorous exercise. I AM SO GOING TO BECOME STRONGER OKAY!!!!

Eventful weekend

2011-03-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

Saturday

I went down to Bedok Reservoir to support my seniors for their canoe races :) It was still okaaay :B hehehe. It was nice helping them and super happy when they won first second or third. Even those who dint win, really tried their extreme best which made us all feel :D :D :D hehehe.

Went home rather late cos went for dinner with my family :) I was ravenous i tell you!!! Oh my gosh, so hungry such that i slurped down my noodle and gobbled down my fish and swallowed my meat down so super quickly! I couldnt even feel my stomach being full cos i ate tooooo fast!!!

Then when i was home, i felt that my sickness took its toll on me and decided not to head down to bedok the very next day. i feel super bad :( hurhurhur. But wtv it is, it's over! so, i should shuddup. I was so sick and tired i fell asleep EVERYWHERE i went know! I slept when i was in the car to dinner, back home, on the sofa, on my mum's bed after bathing. Gosh, like pig sia!!!!!

Sunday

Woke up early cos howard, pebble are here and i also wanna study cos i'll be out for March Holidays really frequently :) Or i maybe so tired from training, i'd be so sick of studying keke. Then studied, rested and all. Then went to celebrate mum's bday!!! :B Good food which cost so muccccch ;( Goshie! But at least it's only once a year! hehe.

ciaos!!!!!! i'm gg sentosa tmr for SJI :B :B :B will tell you what's that tmr! kekekekeke. hope i take more than 200 pix k!

Hey lovely readers

2011-03-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

Yay im back from a busy week from schl. i can only have access to the internet via my phone cos i practically have no time to sit in front of my com just for pure internet indulgences. School's too fun to let me have time :B hehehehe. now march holidays are approaching and.... Why dont i feel happy :( man! :(

So today, we celebrated my dearest lovely's bday. HAPPY BDAY LINHUI!!!! I'm super happy that she's touched with our efforts cos it's not easy :) And i swear the pressies from her other friends were very very very thoughtful!!!!!!

So she was tricked into digging out a candle end from the ice cream. Ended up 3 guys smashed her head into the cake leaving her cursing and swearing HAHAHA! But it was funny and fun la LOL! So the day before, we went HollandV for dinner and Daily Scoops for icecream :B :B :B hehehe totally love it!

(they so slow that ended up with me..... eating the icecream first LOL!)

ACS Founder's Day + Bro's Bday

2011-03-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

ACS 125 Founder's Day

ACS has got founder's day which makes me rather excited cos we headed down to Singapore Indoor Stadium. I mean, that's the place for all the concerts and yet i'm going there right, kekekeke. So it was rather cool there. I love the crowd yaw!

So went there and half the time it was yeah as usual, i shan't say whaddup with the christianity cos i have no say in it cos i aint a christian. But it was good :) I totally loved it when the principals of all 6 ACS schools sang "You Raise Me Up. So it makes all happy :) hehehe. Then soon we left and went to dhoby for lunch!!! :) @ Manhatten Fish Market keke :B

Happy Birthday, i love you!

My bro turned 24!!!!!! :B :B :B :B :B An ambitious lovely devoted brother i have :) heheh. Went to celebrate his birthday but not like with cakes and all but we did have a goooood dinner!!! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU KORKOR! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HI GUYS!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hahaha i'm finally back here. Oopsy daisy so sorry for neglecting and yeah you know whaaaat? I've survived another week of schl and i do enjoy schl at least to a certain extent la :B At least tanjing's in my class hahahaha. My class has cliques. AND. I. DON'T. LIKE. I. DON'T. LIKE. BRUDDY. HELL T.T

Why so sad oneeee. i really hope my class will bond. Class outings always end up with the same usual ppl :( What is this man what what whaaaat. hehehhee k la. i hope all will turn fine okay :) hehehe. how's life ppl? hehe.

And those 2 pixies are done by my best bud!

Chongwei's bday

2011-02-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Chongwei's birthday in advance on Sunday :) hehehehahahahohoo. Couldnt get a pressie for him in time but he dint mind :) i mean, we're so close so what's there to be calculative right yeah? hehe. But will grab him something when he needs one hehe. So we went to Swensens. My lovely sarah wasnt feeling well so she wasnt at her best mood but she did her best to made things fine!! hehe.

Swensens was good and catching up was even better hoho. We walked around soon after and i joined my moimoi and korkor cos they came over to Westmall :B Walked around with them and headed home soon after hehe :) I enjoyed my time when i was in Bossini with my bro and mum. We laughed like mad and even held up salesperson who wanna close the shop oopsy daisy.

We had Founder's Day today @ ACJC and it was rather zuumzuumzzzzzzzzz hahaha! But it was okay afterall la. hehehe. After Founder's Day i had my postponed Cross Country. Was so sian to run and yeah i dint do well :( hurhurhur T.T K get over it! Ran and i awwwwwwww hahahahaha! I'm retarded. So wtv, made a long way to Chelsea's house and gave her a surprise.

Bruddy hell her i tell you. Press the doorbell like 3 times and she refuse to open the door cos i was hiding. Rui my plan of jumping up when i see her. But when she saw my bag, she finally opened. What a loophole LOL! Then i was htht with her. Zuuuuum details WAY TOO CONFIDENTIAL HAHA! I totally showed her my ***** side of me hhehehehehehehahahahhohohohXX! LOL! I love how she digests my retardations. HAHA! So she sunly brought out sticker tatoos which made me so elated cos it was G.A.Y!

These tatoos are so retarded ~~like me~~. They can be colored one know!!!!!!!

"Where do you want this tatoo to be at?"
"Up my thigh? At my ankle? Around my wrist? Behind my ear?"
*p.s when i said Up my thigh, she laughed like siao!

Yes that's where ALL those temp. tatoos are LOL! We were like 3 year old kids okay! LOL! And hohoho. I have them all now. But i removed the one up my thigh alr.. cos i was prompted i may have training tmr. And i dont wanna let all my canoeists know i am so gay, ehheehhahahahohoho.

The beetle behind my ear damn cute right OMGOSH!!! HAHAHAHAH. I LOVE THE GAY FLOWER AT MY ANKLE TOO HAHA! And dont forget i love my company. She so nice, so so cuteeeeeeeee and irritating when she irritates me on my irritating phone which rings irritatingly (ding ding!) :-*

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

2011-02-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

Guess you guys have read about my Cross Country attempt that failed right? Yeah the schl is going to have another one but i definitely do not anticipate it cos the feeling is so super different. It's just... running around the schl? Sigh, i dont like to run know.. But wtv, for my dearest low i will do it!!! :B :B :B :B And anw! Yeah i do have pix taken before i went for West Coast!!! :D I'm under the house - TCT!!!!!

So why did the Cross Country cancel? Bcos it was raining so damn heavily!!!! I mean.. the number of umbrellas trying to save the entire OG was so lil man! And halfway we had to run for the bus whereby everyone (or maybe is only htet maw, me, zepha, yusa and the others dong dong walk so slow) neglected the rain and just ran the in the rain!!! Ended up.. the bus was so packed we couldn't board it. Wasted run! We were super duper duper drenched from head to toe.

We had dinner @ LJS @ Clementi Mall which left my teeth chattering, body shivering and not forgetting, trying to hold my jaw cos i was laughing so hard and i felt like as if the teeth chattering act was embarrassing me, hewhewhew!

How's my jc life so far? hmm, it's doing fine and tutorials, assignments and all are really manageable but you know what, sooner or later, i'm so so so dead man! k la, stop the negativity and see you soon readers!!! :B

training tmr btw, yay!

FANCLUB

2011-02-25T18:40:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA i know right oh gosh, i feel so embarrassed creating a fanclub page. How embarrassing it would be for me if i had like 2 fans, hahaha! But i'm starting this for Woonkiat cos he's so sad he cannot join SYF this year and i joking said 'okay i'll start a Serene Youth Fanclub.' And he just prompted me to start a fanpage! hahaha! The fanpage is located >>>> at the right hand side of this page. Like it if you want ♡♡♡♡♡♡

Cross country failed

2011-02-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

Hello people, I'm currently at West Coast's Macdonald's and sad enough....... It's raining! Bh. And we've gotta wait all the way till 4.30pm to see if the rain subsides. If not, we have no cross country. My first year for cross country and it's a failed attempt :(

And it makes me feel even more sad when I see people cheering that there's no cross country today but I must admit I do feel a lil happy cos at least I do not need to run (I'm having aches from ytd training so yeah..). I totally understand the pain and effort my teachers put in to organize this massive event and yet it rained on this fateful day. Sigh sigh :(

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Luvlay readers

2011-02-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

HEYHO! I'm so super tired recently cos training has started and I may not have time to post so frequently. Today training was challenging i must say, hahaha! :) But still loving it la. Now aches here and there. Hope cold bath worked :) and not forgetting Cross Country tmr!!! I'm running under competitive man, please dont die, serene please survive and at least clinch smth to make TCT (my house) proud k! :)

Thursday canoe training, friday rest, saturday sea training woohoo!

Replies to tags:

2011-02-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

Jiejie: i know you are my secret admirer. Firstly, no one as cute as you will do that. Secondly, you have an unique way to typing which i totally recognize. Your "tt" as "that" is definitely a loophole for me to know that you are my sister. heheheahahhohoho. I will def ♡♡♡♡♡♡ you back, and now i know Vday @ jc is a massive event! hehe.
Jingwen: HAHAHA! IKYKIKR! LOVE YOU!
Chongwei: hahaha! sunly play one la!

Ben's buffet

2011-02-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

I had canoe training this morning :) it was def def def much better, much less tiring as i thought it would be, beehee. I bet they were trying to keep people in so it makes it so slack. But yeah, with passion, what's hardship right? hmm so i went to Macritchie for training and my luvlay daddy offered to send me there. He was so cute! He wanted to scare me that he last min couldn't send me there buddden it was successful only for a mere second. And i ♡ how he is so concern if i were to capsize. He was teaching me how to get out of the boat when it capsizes and tell me not to panic cos he read the news and someone drowned to death cos he/she dint get out of the boat in time and died.

Went over to ben's place for buffet and yay! :) heheheahahoho. Chelsea came over to ma place around 3 + and slacked w me the whole time know! Then around 4plus, we left for ben's place which made me keep whining about how far it was from my place hahahaha! then once we were there, we totally grabbed nizor's phone and started camwhoring (now im wondering if i left some of my camwhore pix inside oopsy daisy) cos we, or rather only me, love the front view camera function on iphone4 and mine's only 3gs :( hurhurhur. And i made him, or rather me, downloaded all the... apps that could made my pix nice nice hehe. Totally love how cool he was bout it hehe.

Yes, da one above ^ is luvlay nizor :)

So for the whole time we were in the Karaoke room watching shows. &when the food came, i was elated!!!! HEHEHEE. Of cos i ate ate ate la hoho. So much good food leh, how to resist. Fat only and then decide what to do lo. LOL! Shucks, if i have that mentality, i'm gg to revert to my P4 size AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Then.. Soon we had moolahless mahjong which made me :D hehehehe. i mean, there was a time they were raping my tiles and looking at what i want and what i dont want. End up i went bonkers and showed all my tiles. BUT I STILL WON THAT ROUND OKAY!!! SUPER HAPPY, HYPERVENTILATED. ALMOST NEEDED CPR HAHAHAHAH!

More pix @ facebook after i'm being tagged!

Then we slacked and heard some horrendous hilarious singing which made me guffaw so unglamly hahaha! And had some water bombings around and some talks which ended everything nicely and here i am :) sooo tired. I'm going to sleep soon and tmr will be a slack + study day! SS!

A TO THE C TO THE J TO THE C!

2011-02-18T20:22:00.001+08:00

Hello :) currently jc life is being oh-so perfect for me but i must say once next week starts, imma gonna be a geek alr man. yeah ikr :( i mean, my timetable sucks at it ends at 4.30pm, i have rather lil breaks in between cos i'm taking 4H2 and not 3H2+1H1 and i bloody hell still has chinese to study which makes things even more ugh ugh ugh right. But you know what? I will make sure i make the best out of this cos im definitely not the only one. I have a new best bud in 1SA6 alr okay!!! hehehehahahoho ba hahaha!

So there was one day (16th feb) i was suppose to go for Arts Night and Sentosa with redcampers. And i was contemplating which one should i go. Hmm so i had a brilliant idea and that is to go Sentosa after schl and then come back for Arts Night @ 7pm. I must say the journey to Vivo was... OMGOSH man, hahahahaha! no joke! i mean.. Cos it was the first time taking this direct bus from schl to vivo. But it's really near la :) beehee.. totally loving it!

I dint cambitch much cos by the time i was there, i was so ready to play some games. Hehehe. We played volleyball leaving me looking so retarded, so noobsh. So yeah, i wouldn't elaborate more other than having my hands bruised, but now it's totally fine! :D Took some time off and took some pix with my dearest bfff, yeah i praise her alot in acjc. I introduced her to my friends cos there was once...

Me: Eh.. Anyone got nail clipper? My skin coming off and it hurts leh.
Entire OG says that do not have at all and why would anyone bring.
Me: You know my bfff always has got a nail clipper in her pouch? Whenever i need it, she has it for me know :(
And i dissolved in desolation. Haiyoooo.

So yeah, that's how they know bout my bfff :D :D :D :D

So after sentosa, i rushed back to Holland and met my dearest OG mates. We were all kind'o late for Arts Night alr, hahahaha! But they all dint blame me and once i reached, i told them: Please lemme think it's a right decision to head back for you guys. Beeeheee and it was! :) Went to Arts Night and i realised.. i'm not a very very very classical/rock-musically inclined person. I mean.. I wasn't even super duper looking forward to certain songs. But i must say, ACJC does have many many many talents!!! :D Went home halfway and my OG mates were so nice to go off with me tho i offered to go back alone teehee.

YAY! They the best hoho!!!!

Failed Sentosa Attempt;

Yeah my OG was suppose to go down on 17th to Sentosa cos they knew i went on 16th and they got inspired, right right right, hahahaha! But due to the fact of the lack of efficiency, it made me felt :( and.. i never felt this vexed before okay. I mean... Yes i do but not to this extent of even suggesting not going to sentosa. And yeah, my eyes weren't cooperating and one side of my contacts felt like it had fog 24/7 and it was bad. I still have that problem now but... It's still okay. That day's one was really bad and it ruined ma mood. So sorry buds :(

So instead of gg to Sentosa, we head down to... Skypark :D And i showed my super auntie skills when the sun came and i faster stole Maw's file to cover myself. And halfway she was like: Do you realise i'm helping you to cover you from the sun and i'm not covered!!! HAHAHA! LOLOLOL!

These 2 pix are so hilarious cos they were told to do some movement that the dancers would also do but not us, the stiffers. hahahahhhaa!

That concludes what i've been doing. Sooner or later, the post will get shorter, will get more boring, will have lesser pixies. But you know what, it'll still entertain you cos imma ENFJ! = ENTERTAINER! :)

As promised,

2011-02-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

As promised, i have time to blog so i will do so, so that my luvlay readers won't run, beehee. Hmm so let's talk about Vday. yeah, so where was i? Yes i had schl and i must say, having vday at schl never been so great. My OG met up early in the morning (mayb not so early hehe) and we were exchanging pressie. I thought that only the OG And myself would've done smth to give the rest budden i was so wrong. Almost every girl in my OG did something and when i arrived, my hands were full of lovely letters and food that my OG bought!!! I was so touched kay!!!!

So i celebrated vday in schl and yeah, i went to Sarah's place to celebrate vday and yes, peiyi was there too. Who exactly said vday was for lovers, they're for singles too k! hahahaha! Yeah so we had so much fun. We were watching The Last Song and then i fell asleep halfway cos i watched it before and then i was really exhausted. I got woken up by Sarah's sniffs and i tell you it was so funny! I was scolding her why she keep sniffing. And asked if she was trying to make a musical. HAHA! Ended up.... they were actually sobbing away cos of the show, haha! super funny know! I kept apologising cos i kind'o made fun of them by accident, haha!
All pixies with peiyi btw!!! :) will get from her soon, for the meantime, just fb it!

So i went home after that and then.. Went for an impromptu vday celebration with my moimoi and my korkor :) We went to Lot1 and i must say, every where has people. OMGOSH. queue all super long so we ended up eating some jap food at the food junction. It was goodieeeee. Then we had MOF! And that's where i had the lovely pix with my moimoi k! And when we were taking that lovely pix, a lady saw us doing it and gave her most genuine smile. I mean, it touched me la.

awwwwwwwwwwwwww hehehheehehheheheahhahahahohohoho ♡♡♡♡♡

Okay, let's talk bout CNY.

Peiyi's place; with much foodieeee :)

Yup so i went to peiyi's place with jingwen!!! i went shopping with her at plaza sing first which left me buying some badges from Made With Love which was of a reasonable price and i gave them to some of my OGmates :) So i went to her place with jingwen and once we were there, we EAT EAT EAT. The beehoon, the fried food, the curry so nice, how to resist right! Haiya you wont understand a pig's reasonings la k!

Yup, so we played blackjack for a twice, and it totally made me lost $30 which made me T.T Sigh. But once a year, i lose, i get to gain sooner or later right! Hope the gains are much more worthy of $30 bucks teehee. So my lovely parents agree to fetch me from... Peiyi's house so left rather late :) hehe.

Chelsea's place; with much anticipation :)

Luvvvvvlaaaaay, i know i made a right decision. I know i disappointed you the day before. Gave you hopes and dashed it the very next day. You were disappointed, you were sad. You told me about it and i was so glad you were so upfront about it if not i reckon i'll never be able to know. We've became so close that you tell me without hesitation which makes me :D hehehe. You dont know how happy i am okay!!!! :) I am glad i manage to make it to your place, and gave you a surprise. I'm glad, really.

So went to her place and ate ate, ate!!! :) no la, kidding! Dint eat alot but did eat. Played blackjack and won a lil to minimise ma loss :) Had to leave halfway cos people were coming my place :) oopsydaisy but i def had fun hehe.

Ma place; ended off nicely :)

So peiyi and i went to BB and waited for everyone to come over :) waited and yeah, went over to my place, i'm glad that the bus came so soooooon hehee. And dont embarrass me LOLOLOL! Then came to my place and started blackjack. And chongwei had to leave halfway :( :( oh maaan. will miss you! and meet up again cos you dint take the notes la ~.~

Thanks to jasper i actually won back quite alot and even topped up by $30 that i lost. BUT WTH I LOST IT ALL AGAIN. I MEAN... i did had positive value but dint even top up my $30 :( hurhurhur. wtv la, had fun can alr. lose lose lo :( no i dont mean that actually hahahahah!

Had dinner at Alameen, created memories again! HAHA! And thanks to those lovely riddles and jokes, it made me laugh so hard k! It was so hilarious hahahahha! Then zuan had to leave :( So yeah he left and we went back to play blackjack. hell yeah, that was the time when i lost moolah haiyo! damn shitzxz right, ikrikrikr ikykr!

Think that concludes my lovelylovely weekend :) i will post bout my jc life maybe later tonight? or... tmr afternoon? hehe

Lovely people

2011-02-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! How have you guys been? Hahaha. Ikrikr. I know I've not been posting here. I've been hanging out till quite late and I've got no time to post cos.... I've gotta turn in at 11am. And that's kind'o early. I've gotta wake at 6! So pardon me :)

So what have I been up to? Hmm... I've been to Peiyi house and Chelsea house to bainian.

And of cos people came to my house to bainian too! Hmm I'll post pix which are currently in my iPhone cos the others are in my camera :) hehe. I'll post in up maybe this Saturday? Hee

Wanna know where I went for v'day? Stay tuned hahahahhahahaahha. ^above is my date along w ma bro hoho

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HELLO PEEPS

2011-02-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

Omg yes i know yes i know, yik, yik, i haven't been uploading any pixies or updating ma blog, oopsy daisy. so sorry! Yeah finally, TGIF!!!! :D Becos it's friday, i have the time to actually post!! :D And you know what, i'm super glad i ahave bonded with my Orientation Group (OG) so much so that i'm sad i've gotta leave them :( If you know how much they cherish you, you feel like sobbing too k!!!! Now i have so many things to say, i dont know where to start from... hmm why not we let the pixies do the talking first?

So we had like super many time to waste, went over to pooldeck and thanks to the guy above, we had great music which was totally hypnotizing, def in a good way please! hahaha!

This pixie wasn't easy to take. Look at Tzungern's (extreme left) face. it may not look funny here but in reality, when he tries to make it, it makes me laughing lika a baboon!!! Face red like what and guffawing unglamly! HAHAHA! Oh man, i miss my OG :( :(

So yeah... that's JC for me now. i repeat ONLY NOW. Cos the serious studying has yet to kick in and... i'm terribly afraid. But imma cope cope cope, cope superbly well kkk! For me, and for you! hohoho. Hmmm so yeah.. We have this thing called... Movie Under The Stars (MUTS!) hahaha. Oh and you know what? Before MUTS, i went for Squash briefing which made me decide that...

i'm not gonna join Squash and then wanted to go for Floorball tryouts, end up i went for Dance audition ~.~ OMGOSH IKR IKR IKR! If you knew me, knew me even at the surface and not deep deep down in my heart (omgosh wtv!), you'd know i'm not a dance person and imma sports person. HAHAHA! I was... kind of.... astounded when i did their warm ups. it was... mad crazy hahahha!

And for a sports peep to do their dance thing, it's like.. putting a polar bear in a desert right! K maybe not so exaggerated but you do know what i mean right.. K so yeah, went or the audition and it was :D :D :D hahaha! super fun know! Tho it's leaving me with aches all over my thigh cos i have to do spins and spins which made me so dizzy, leaving me with headaches. And i have to do this ROW thing which makes me have bruises at my knees. so ugly :( wtv la!

HAHAHA! That concludes all. And you know what? I'M JOINING CANOE! Yeah, jiejie, do not comment on it, do not broadcast, keep it to yourself (HAHAH INSIDE JOKE LOLOL!) Most prolly you wouldn't understand why i'm directing it to my sis unless you are my bffffff lol! hehehee. So yeah... i'm joining that, see you soon in my tanned self and hopefully not buff hehe.

If you followed my fb, you'd def know how cool MUTS is cos i posted a pix on how they put the screen for us to watch the movie. hehehee.

"This is super cool!!! We get to watch a movie and at times, we feel the wind, hehehe!
-Mawmawdarling hoho :)

So after MUTS, we all separated la :( Went home and then yeah next day!!! :)

So yeah.. now i know our classes and we're def separated except that linhui and i are in the same class. AND NOT FORGETTING TANJING! HAHAHA! omgosh 12years same schl as him alr leh! looongest friend alr man i bet!!! Hmph.. So yeah, my OG went over to Fusionopolis to eat :) Rather near my schl and we dissolved in giggles when we knew it had aircon HAHA! what strawberries you have in my OG LOL!

P.s this is taken in an non-aircon bus LOL. i was so excited to get on an non aircon bus cos i've never been on one other than a schl bus which i take at least a decade ago!

ON A SIDE NOTE, WE DID NOT PLAN TO TAKE THE SAME FACE REALLY!!! WE WERE BOTH SHOCK EVEN WHEN WE SAW THE PIX HAHAHA!

i look damn retarded here but that's the point cos that face of this asshole here made my day all the time and makes me guffaw lika idiot.

okay, that's my life, how's yours!

Long post for sure

2011-02-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

CNY DAY 2: MATERNAL SIDE

Today is awesome cos im going over to my cousie's place and not at my place, hahaha! So dressed up for cny (def right!) then to my cousie place!!! Food was awesome!!! Homecook food ftw yaw! And... I ate and ate and ate. We talked, watched tv, take photos and soon, we had to leave ard 3.40 to go to my another paternal side's cousie place. Hmm, why not we let the pixies do the talking first? hehe.

More pixies @ facebook!

&when we arrived at my cousie's place, i'm astounded k!!!!! OMG. the house is super duper nice know! I dont know how to describe how the house is like. It's lika barbie doll house? A precious-moment's house? hahaha, i dont know. It's looking sweet and... Dreamy! you wish you had sucha house lol!!! And... Left and went to another cousie house!!! :D We had dinner (pizzahut!!!) there which made me :D :D :D heheheheahahahoho. nice! loving my cousie! :)

I dint wanna feel the loneliness i felt that day and i went to catch a midnight movie over @ westmall's engwah. haiyoooo sucks ttm leh engwah's seats. Go there with a perfect back and come back with a painful back. goshieeee man!

kind of obvious what movie i watched right? hahaha! i must say, i dont watch chinese movies often. But i remember watching a hongkong movie in the past and it was really hilarious and made me laugh! So i decided to catch a hk movie this time round too! :) And... it's funny too! hahaha!

Too bad i was coughing and... yeah couldnt even laugh la! my laughs were all silent cos i lost my voice which was baaad. sounded so manly and hoarse sia my voice LOL! So if you have no movie to watch, you may wanna watch this? hehe.

CNY DAY 3: 4 IS THE BEST NUMBER TODAY.

Dearest Sarah came over to meet me first cos we need htht hahaha! We had subby (all time fav know!!!!!!!) and... we walked walked at westmall then spent so long at popular. End up neh buy anything lololol. Then she came over to my place. Then i reckon that i need to pamper myself, so i switched on the aircon (2nd time ever since i moved in k!).. And we talked while i packed my stationery :) soon, cw came.. and raye came!!! :D :D :D we played daidi with money which left us winning big and losing big..

So we decided to... play blackjack downstairs instead! :) Yeah, tried to minimise losses for raye but he def was lucky at the end! hahaha!

so the biggest winner (sarah) had to treat biggest loser (raye) and we went over to alameen to create new memories :) hehehe. Stingray there as compared to woodlands is.. OMG big difference know! Haiyooooo. But okay la, food not ex, and good company, what you expect right? hehee.

Then they came over to my place :D :D hehehe, again la. Then they acc me while i changed and prepared for another midnight movie. I knew they were kidding me whenever they tell me that i not going not going for movie, but they were nice :) Waited for the bus with me leh! hehe. Thanks alot you 3 :D you guys made my day super lively, super memorable and i'll never forget :)

I took bus down to cineleisure to catch the movie. It was a whole new experience taking bus down to orchard cos usually i'd take bus in the afternoon for work.. or it'd be the trains. So this time was the bus and it was scary leh! The bus driver like speeding sia! dont know where it wanna speed to. I keep wondering if it drives so fast, how can it ever stop in time?! and indeed, he did not stop in time for a bus stop ~.~ Or maybe cos he dint see the person raise he hands gesturing he wanna board the bus but.. wtv la!

Yes, i went to watch The Rebound! I found out something shocking! it was out in the states in 2009 and it's only released in singapore in 2011. Huh right! But wtv, it's a rather funny show. There're def many aching and sweet acts inside :) This movie clearly shows age is not a matter! I ate popcorns which made me cough like what man. As usual, previous midnight movie too! haiyo!

The movie was goooooooood la heheheahahhoho. Had ben's&jerry's before the movie :) We ordered A Cookie Affair and some Cookies and Cream thing which tasted like the same! What a waste lolol!
After the movie, i was like half dead. I swear the lady beside me was tired too! The lady dint even lie back to watch the movie okay! she was totally on the edge of her seat. Bet that prevented her from sleeping, hahahaha! Then after the movie we went to walk around town which made me realise how no-night-life singapore has other than clubs and pubs and all. But wtv is it, it was 2am+, we decided to take Night Rider cos we both dint take it before. We missed NR3 and we waited for quiteeee long for it to come.

It was bad man the bus ride. It was sooo long, about 45mins?! And i was laughing at him cozzzza he's using adult fare and i was laughing how ex it was cos it was $2.55+ for adults and only $0.88 for students. So when i saw this lady alight, her fare was like $4?!?!?! And i was once again laughing at him cos adult needed to pay $4. END UP, EVERYONE HAD TO PAY $4. MY GOODNESS. He suggested we should actually take a taxi la but what's done cannot be undone, ikykikr! LOL!

So we took a taxi from CCK cos NR3 reaches there. The cab fare was so ex to my place, it was close to $8 (cos of midnight fare) tho cck and my place so neeear know! But it was fine :) Cab's always so comfy hahahahahahaha, better than bus right. Thanks for the day and tho we reached home at 4am and had to wake up so early the next day, im glad we both enjoyed! :) &thank goodness you escaped unscathed!

CNY DAY 4: 3 HOUSES.

Hello, i woke up like at 9.30am. I put an alarm at 9am but as expected, i switched it off unknowingly. So i had another alarm and woke up at 9.30am :) I was so super tired cos the previous night i slept at 4plus. Haiyoyo. Headed down to Nizor's place w ben and it was a loooong ride yeah! Went over to his place and he has a cute sis! :)

So i had to leave rather early cos i had to go over to my sis place, so sorry guys!!! :) But i def enjoyed at Nizor's place. Hahahahaha. They were saying how suay i would be if i were to miss a train @ circle line whereby i had to wait for 7mins and hell yeah, i was that suay man LOL! I missed a train right at the moment i was at the entrance. Waited for 7mins man! Met Chelsea (HOHOHO!) and... waited for bg to fetch us :)

Played blackjack there and tho i lost peanuts, but yeah, it was fun :) i'm glad chelsea's here know :) hehehehe, lub her deep deep! The moment i stepped into the house, i was eating non stop alr hahahaha! And thanks chelsea for taking the drinks for me hehe. Me no treat you as maid yaw, is you askie :D next time i ask you k! then you make me take okay! hahahaha! Then headed over to rx's place :)

Like what chelsea said, her house like gambling den and is so true! There's MJ and Blackjack! Best of both worlds lol! Yeah ikr! :) And pizza from pizzahut and not canadian leh! LOLOL! Hahaha k la k la! Her house nice la can! Good food, good games, good people! Enjoyed myself there alot :) And soon i had to leave :) Thanks bg for sending me to marsiling mrt!!! Chelsea, cherish him! hoho.

&i tell you ah, i embarrass myself at the mrt sia! I stayed at the Bukit Batok Sign outside of the mrt and only when the door closed, it registered into my brain that... i had to get off! but i was too late, the mrt was approaching Jurong East alr. For a moment i panicked how to get back to BB cos there was like no train. And soon a couple sat beside and said: K we bounce back also can right? WA I WAS SUPER LUCKY MAN! hahaha! Then i rmbred i could bounce back to bb. This was how tired i was....

K THIS NICELY CONCLUDES MY 3 DAYS OF CNY. And more to come this weekend. Now schl has started hoho :)

HEY WORLD

2011-02-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

hahahaha i know i've been using: ikr and playing with it so much so i could go even longer like: ikykikr LOL! ah wtv so yeah, ive been going to bainian at diff ppl's places. But the fact that i've not been having time to blog here cos i've been gg for midnight movies 2 days consecutively which made me so zz zz tired know!

i'll post really soon!!! Anw i've watched: I love hk and... The Rebound! Both not bad!!!

CNY 1

2011-02-05T04:39:00.000+08:00

So now it's CNY!! :D I mean... First thing that comes to your mind is red packet right? I dont deny the fact that i do think bout that but there's def other things that makes you elated right.. So I totally love the fact that i get to shop for new clothes, get to wear them (tho i totally hate the process of WAITING and letting them rot in my wardrobe) but i still get to wear slightly more formal attires hehehehehe :)

So this year the celebration is over at my place and it doesnt feel super good neeeeeh... i woke up so early and ended up waiting for relatives till about 12? I reckon that is what has been happening at my cousie's place for the past few years. Hahaha! Now i get the taste of it and waiting makes you really zz zz leh.. Somemore i was having a construction site (learn from my sis maid!!!) in my head which doesnt help me anymore! hahaha!

kkkkk, so yeah caught up w my cousies and why not let the pictures do the talking now k?

More @ facebook!

Then soon, i left my place for ben's place. hahaha, thank goodness his house was near mine! hehhe. Went there and robin is totally a pineapple fanatic!!! no joke!!! hahaha he pops the pineapples into his mouth like it's some m&m sweet HAHAHAH!

k pix do your job now!

YES YOU DINT SEE WRONG. That's michelle :D hehehe, i was so so so shocked to see her know!!!! :) heheheahhahhohoho but yeah, hehe.

after that they came over to my place! :) Then... yeah robin stopped popping those tarts lol! hahaha! then they had to leave and i played blackjack :D hehee. all time fav know! Easy to play and easy to win (betcha lucky!) then... after that i rested for quite some time and went over to my lovely uncle's place. Basically, we went there to stone LOL! then home and i was having that bad feeling in ma previous post lo! LOLOL! so i went to zz after that hehehehehehehee. k as for today (2nd day).. i'll most tmr or smth cos i'm really tired hehe. K goodnight! ciaos!

bad feeling

2011-02-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

hahahha i dont know why im feeling this way man, i mean... i feel like i no life LOL! i mean, i'm alr home at 10pm and gg to sleep soon?!?! When others have some friend's gathering and i am at home?! hahaha! sorry la, i think ive been going out so often till i find it weird being home at 10 and that's bad leh :( If only i still stayed at woodlands. You'd know where i'd go now? Last year i was at my friend's place owning some blackjack game. Where am i this year? Home la home. Gosssshie!

So you know what, imma go zz now so i dont feel so lonely. Tmr i need plans i need plans at night. CONTACT MEEEEEE!!! :D :D :D

778th

2011-02-03T18:03:00.001+08:00

I realised i have 777 posts here lol! And you know what? i remember deleting like 500plus posts in the past cos i was childish. WTH right. I deleted when i was going through some rough patch in primary school which made me hate life, hate school, hate myself and everyone ard me. That made me delete all my posts cos i dint wanna remind myself of the past. ZOMG HOW CHILDISH AIYOYO HEHE.

But wtv it is, as long as i know i LML, Love School (better be!!!), love myself and everyone ard me, that's good enough right. Yeah so why did my eyes zoomed into 777 posts. Maybe cos i was playing blackjack awhile ago. And getting 7, 7, 7 as cards meaning i would get paid 7times of my bet. I MEAN LIKE, OMG RIGHT. It has not happened to me so far yet... So yeah, if any time it ever happened to me, it clearly showed.... i have luck that year, hahahaha! Hope it happens to me next year and i'll get straight A's for A's OMG OMG OMG I WISH MAN I WISH.

K so yeah i am celebrating CNY now. Only reason why i can post now cos i have time allowance. I'm gg over to my uncle's place later :D i think we have another round of gambling, good food and catch up time. But what's catching up when all your paternal side are like, neighbours with you? HAHAHA! I mean it's something i can do so often, BUT I CANNOT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED. IKR! hehehehehe okay, i will come with pix tonight!!! :D

p.s i love my dress cozzzza imma say a really weird sentence now: I love how my hands brush against my dress and how my dress brush against my legs hehe. It's rather obvious what i am wearing hahahahahahahahaha, k byebye! i wanna rest now.

CNY

2011-02-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

Went to school during normal timings but i swear it was lika waste of time lol!!!!! Celebration made me zz for like 2 mins hahahaha! by accident la! But afterall it was fine. Celebration expected to end at 10am but ended up ending at... 9.15am!! Save cabfare to go back rs!! YAY! helol!

Then back to school was :D :D too!!! hehehehahahhohooh. Saw quite a number of teachers and talked and saw many schoolmates which made me feel so home right!!!! :)

Then had lunch with chelsea's clique :D hehehahahohoho. Wanted to catch a movie but no good timeslots so we just jalan jalan and bdy spent closed to $80 :O hahahahah! felt bad for making them wait for me but yeah.. impt and needed lol! k! thanks alot to them kkkk! :D :D :D

im so tired now, tmr bainian and im not feeling super well. wth!!! k goodnight now! SLEEP NOW PEEPS!

JC1 Day 3 and 4

2011-02-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

Day 3: When the fun meets the best.

IKR! i promised to post bout my Day 3 and Day 4! This time with pixies know! And you know why? Cos i'm closer to my clan now, and also, we camwhore lo hehehe. Maybe not as much as how i do if i were to attend a camp at RS. But wtv, good start right! So yes, Day 3 was super awesome cos... we skipped most of the lectures! I mean i have friends who attended a whole morning of lectures man. Super sian. I was there, playing games, and dancing our mass dance which made me beaming lika small kid!

So we played and yeah, we ate like my fav waffle. LOL! Tho it's not like super nice but okay la.. acceptable. So my friends and i went to buy waffles and we are called the... Waffle buddies LOL! Super retarded i swear.

Then we had games like for the whole day, totally love mass rally to a certain extent, hahaha! It gets a lil boring when it comes to competing with other clans LOL! But overall still okay la hehehehe. Anyway, we've been learning a dance to the song Dynamite and also a couple dance to All For One. So now when i hear these songs, memories would rush back to the back of my mind (Y)

So i'd conclude Day 3 this way hahahahahaha! Day 3 not much fun! i have slightly more pix for day 4! hehehee. And, you know the place we took pix for the first pix is called : The Bleachers. LIKA COOL AH! LOLOLOLOL!

Day 4: We're the Fire.

Day 4 was :D :D too! hehehehahahoho. We had no lectures to attend. And there was no rain, omg right! super happy! hahahaha! We had cheers, games as usual and of cos those made me happy lika 123kid :) So school ended at like 1.15pm leh!!! :) And my clanmates hanged out at Clementi :D And life wouldnt be so funny without gossiping!!! OMG THEY MADE ME SO HYPED UP I JUMPED MAN LOL!!!! shit shit shit i feel damn bad now but wcr!!!!! (who cares right!) LOL!

So we went to get KOI! The journey was kind of irritating but thanks to my other lovely clanmates, it was :D :D hahahahahhaa! Laugh till baozha sia!

Lemme show you guys my... Hazelnut Milk Tea-ers! :D

it was so hilarious when they all tired my grass jelly LOL! super cute man k! So yeah we proceed from KOI to Sakae Sushi after our OGLs came!!! Sakae Sushi was full of fun man! HAHAHA! I mean... YEAH SRSLY! So we ate and ate and ate. Drank water, spam cos i wasn't feeling well. Eat and eat and eat again!!! And laughed and i keep peeking at Salome and she would laugh laugh laugh lol!

Then we left and back to school for campfire! And i will explain again why my title for this section was... We're the Fire. And yeah, went back and yay, had games which made me scream so badly my throat hurts. Then we entered and had our clan walk-ins which are really cool! Heard it's on youtube!!!!

Then we had like "campfire" at the hall. OMG I THOUGHT IT WAS RAINING AND NO FIRE. So....

"Where's my fire"
"We're the Fire!" "No la.. we do not have a place to put a fire. The soccer field is sacred to the rugby players. We can't put a fire there."

omg i was so so so sad know :( i was hoping for some solid fire buddden noooo :( The starting was okay la :) hehehee. Then campfire ended with clubbing style which made me died. There were so many trains and me and my friends almost fell lika million times cos we couldnt see the bags. Imagine if there was a stampede?!?!?! ZOMG CANT IMAGINE! But my clan guys were (Y)! So yeah, that concludes my 4 day orientation! Wanna come acjc? hehee.

helllo :)

2011-01-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

LOVELY READERS, ZOMG I KNOW RIGHT, BUT.... SCHOOL'S SLIGHTLY later tmr so i will make a short post! i will post more bout Day 3 + Day 4 all together really soon like on 2feb? heheheahahhohoo. Yeah so school's been lovely for me! Cos i've started talking so much and laughing with my clan :) And........ i feeel home! how cool is that! Yeah imma be smiling more and tmr i'm wearing ma uniform for like the 1st time! :) k i have to sleep. my eyes are closing and i suffered from insomnia last night man. i woke up at 11.50pm and i freaked out cos i was gonna be so tired today!!!! k so i shall sleep early now! K! GOODNIGHT! CIAOS!

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2011-01-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

Erin: awwww then many people are lucky okay! :) hehehehe. you too are lucky heeeeee!
Passer: hahahahha welcome welcome and thanks for the compliment! All the best to you tho i dont know who are you, haha!
Xinkai: thankyouthankyouthankyou!!!! heheheheheheh. all the best to you too yeah!!!!
Jan: Yes cineleisure, but i'm not sure if my shoe is still there hehehe.
Pam: HELLO DARLING! I THINK NEED SPACING BETWEEN THE SMILEYS! HEHE.

IKR!!!

2011-01-30T02:18:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i realised i like saying yeah when i started a post, or rather, a sentence haha! So today... I woke up at 10.45 reluctantly so that i can go and meet my mum for lunch. Swear bus 173 made me so damn pissed today okay!!!!! I WAITED FOR AN HOUR. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! Wth is wrong man. The worse thing was, when it came, it came 4 buses in a row. I know it's raining but... it's not the first time 173 made me wait for so damn long know! :( sigh sigh sigh. i wanted to lodge a complaint but i reckon not cos... i dont know how to and im so lazy lika pig hehe. blame no man, blame 173!!!!

So my mum got kind'o irritated and she also came over to fetch me for lunch from the bus stop. Thank goodness i was tired so i dint even feel that time passed so slow. And thank god i weren't rushing for time!!! i mean seriously. imagine it happens to me when i have to meet someone or what? GOSH! IM SO THANKFUL MAN!!!

So yeah, i went to dye my hair black! im glad moimoi dint mind paying for the more expensive package so as to save my hair from dying and drying LOL! hehehe. im quite glad with the outcome of the color! it looked so natural man! i mean, youve seen people with dyed black hair right? and it looks bad so so so yeah im glad mine's fine teeeheeeee

then after that i went over to JP nearing the evening to shop. Wa can die man, so many ppl. But it was nice to have the entire family out tgt la :) i laughed alot too!!! hehehehe

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2011-01-30T00:43:00.001+08:00

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2011-01-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

Passer: I wanted to reply you like after a few days when i accumulated a few tags then i can reply all tags at a time. But the fact that you returned to ma blog so soon, i guess you're really curious. And you're one cute anonymous, no you're not annoying. it's fine :) i wanted to reply your tag via my tagboard but i reckon i would have many things to say so i decided to reply you in a post instead. Hmm yeah i'm taking 4H2.

Is your 'why' asking me why am i taking 4H2 or why i say names are sometimes good on blog? haha! hmmm okay i'm taking 4H2 so that i can at least have a back up for H2. And if i cant cope, i can drop one of my H2 to a H1. I spoke to several teachers and some suggest 4H2 tho. I'll try my best to cope.

As for my school (ACJC), the criteria to take up 4H2 is i get 8points (raw score) or below. If not i cant take up 4H2. They're def not for scholars la. i'm not even one, hahaha! It does help me to gain an advantage in University Admission and application of some scholarship in future if i'm not wrong... hahaha! Okay think im really long-winded. K i'm stopping!!! hope what i said was helpful.

JC1 Day 2

2011-01-29T17:30:00.000+08:00

DAY 2: the best is yet do be.

Yeah so i promised to tell you guys bout Day 2 right! Not vvv good at the start cos the talks were so boring i fell asleep for seconds here and there. HAHAHA! And i must say the first talk (with regards to GP) was intimidating enough. It was killing me mentally. It was the first time i ever regretted joining a JC. I dont know why but the feeling is really complicated and i even asked myself why am I in a jc and what's the purpose? but you know what, that feeling is gone!!!! HEHEHEE :D

So yeah we had talks for like the entire morning till about 1230 which made me so homesick again. Aiya weakling is like that one. Hahahaha! but thankfully my clanmates are like the best!!! They totally saved me from my pain by making me feel so home. So yeah, we bought uniforms and pe (which i totally love!!!!!). These purchases make me :D :D :D the entire day know!!! Tho it made my bag like super heavy and all la buddden yeah, it made me smiley all day. ikr!!! hahahaha, shopping in sch is like the best lol!!!! kidding kidding.

So we had games which left me :D :D :D again. We had to learn 2 dance which made me so shy know... hahahahaha, i mean, i totally suck at memorising the steps, and need not speak bout even dancing them out!!! I dont know why we're learning it but bet we've gotta perform it during campfire? Perhaps perhaps~ So we had this couple dance and i am so glad my partner is like the best man! He was totally fine with this girl-guy thing which made me :D :D again! hehehehe. so we danced cos it was raining :(

then the rain heard our prayers (nothing christianity here please!) and the rain stopped!!!! :D :D We had games and we even played the Mud Games. My OGL loves to say: You have no attended ACJC Orientation if you had not played the Mud Game. And it was true. The mud really smell lee but it was fun!!! IKR!!! WET GAMES LEH. Hahaha we had dirty + wet games like the whole time till evening. We even played this game whereby we had to wet our hair and then shampoo it and collect as much foam as possible. Like cooool! but it made me feel so dirty and gross after that la soooo... no good not good!!! hahahahha! :)

wanted to meet joey after that buddden my bag was too heavy and i was too dirty, she was too. so we dint meet :( hope we meet asap kkkkk!!!! :D

and im glad my OGL found my lovely bottle. hehehehehee :)

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2011-01-29T01:26:00.000+08:00

Erin: OMG ERIN! Your tags are so ambiguous!!! I'm totally lost in your words. hahaha! which of my post indicates im lucky?! HAHA! And.... i did portrayed myself as living my life to the fullest and loving everyone around me? Oh maaan i need to re-read what i blogged LOL!!!
Passer: Hi! Sometimes names are best in blogs!!! :) hehehe. Um taking all h2, meaning 4h2. PCME! :) Yes thankyou! i'll try to enjoy!

We fight the wind for the entire night

2011-01-29T00:57:00.001+08:00

I said i was gonna post bout my trip to Pinnacle Duxton right!!! :) HEHEHE. Super nice, k i let you see one of my fav shot from Jasper's dslr okay! And you'll totally know how beautiful that place is.

i will post about this place more at the end of this post cos it was our 2nd destination!!! :)

Okay so yeah, before that we went to catch Shaolin that made me T.T lika million times maaaan!!! EVERYTIME SOMEONE DIES, I T.T :( You know how embarrassing and how bad i looked not... Snorting lika pig so many times cos i was tearing so badly. Embarrassing ttm!

IKR!!! I dont watch chinese movies but yeah i went to watch this time cos i read Jingwen's blog and she was like going gaga over this movie and it seemed really nice, ANDY LAU LEH! hahahaha! Okay so i'm giving it an exception and i went to catch it.

(he's like the cutest in the show apart from the kids! HAHA!)

I must say i dint really enjoy the starting cos it seemed boring. But when my tears subconsciously dropped when the first person died, and when i felt the ache, hell yeah, i knew i was enjoying this how more than anyone else!!! (eh eh eh me no saddist, i mean i enjoy this movie not in the violent or the sad way!!!!)

So yeah i cried and cried and i dint even dare to look him into the eye cos i looked so super cui and i frankly told him i needed to recover from post-movie syndrome and he totally understood, hahaha! And yeah, we went over to Pinnacle Duxton (were you waiting for me to mention this LOL!!!)

DID I MENTION HOW LUCKY WE WERE! HAHAHA! When we were wondering how to get off @ AMK station cos it was so crowded, we heard the man over the announcement saying: Train terminating @ AMK! OMG. (Evidence to prove we're lucky 1.)And yeah, we wanted to go Pinnacle after movie and it was raining so heavily. Weather forecast also said it was gonna rain heavily. But we gave it a try and when we reached, NO RAIN!!!! SUPER DUPER DUPER LUCKY MAN!!! GOD BLESSING MY LAST DAY OF FREEDOM! hehehheehahhahahohoho. (Evidence to prove we're lucky 2.)

The lift ride was kind of long and painful for the ear (HAHA! cos stuck la stuck.) then we could even take pix and yeah, we went up and the wind was ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG. We were escaping it like all the time. I was screaming how we would fly away cos the wind was so big haha! yeah we tried taking pix but the wind was ruining all my pix! i was so pissed w my hair, or rather, the wind!!!! So i remembered when there was no wind for a sec, we were like: eh take take! no wind!!! and we would end up laughing into the cam, ruining the pix hahaha!

Btw, i went all the way up to level 50! So what if i had to pay $5 to enter to a place so beautiful, with a great view right! hehehehee. Yeah at first we tried to enter there and it was unsuccessful. We walked quite alot to go up cos we had to take a lift from like lvl 50 to 1 and then back up and down again so many times. HAHA! At least we managed to get up so yeah, it's good!!!! :D

So yes we walked the entire sky bridge (that's what they call it) @ Pinnacle Duxton which was so great. There were many many cool places to take pix cos for like every blocks (there are 7 blocks), they have their own unique places to camwhore. Sad enough, we went after the rain stopped right, so seats and all were like wet! So we only could take pictures at dry places and soon we left Pinnacle feeling :D :D cos the view was so super awesome, go there k!!! Alight @ Outram Park!!! &you must be wondering how to get there right! I tell you jasper's fav line when i ask him: Er.. See the tall building and walk towards it lo! Without fail, i'll always give the dash.dot.dash face and he'd go like: really what...... Okay so yeah, that's how we reached Pinnacle. Goodieluckie to youuu!

Then we went to Upper Thomson to have dinner. I wasnt feeling well plus it was late so we had a simple dinner. And once again, i tested my luck!!!! We needed to take this bus 52, then while eating, i kept looking @ the bus stop, i was telling him if we missed one bus, we'll die cos as long as we started sitting, i dint even see any bus 52! So it was kind'o scary cos it meant if i missed a bus, i would be so deeeead cos we have to wait for another one. So yeah, after eating, we left and we only waited for like 5mins and the bus came!!! OMG LUCKY TILL I'M SPEECHLESS!!!! (Evidence to prove we're lucky 3.) So we separated and yeah! that clearly depicted 26/01/2011 - My official last day of freedom. More pixies @ facebook! Thanks aloooot to him i ended my holiday really nicely but yeah now i'm going JC1 hurhurhurhur T.T Fear's engulfing me man.

Okay my dear readers, i will come back tmr with the update for ma JC1 Day 2 k!!!! :D :D :D :D

JC1

2011-01-27T21:00:00.001+08:00

Yeah so i attended JC1 @ ACJC today!!! :) Woke up at 6am and yeah, the feeling of going back to school is finally back. Budddden i must say, i miss waking up to go out just to have fun and not for school la but heck it! Life's like that. Move on move on move on!!!!

So yes, went to sch and waited for TJ cos i was only close to him at that school. Only 3 RS went to ACJC. Can you believe how lonely we all are gooooosh ;( i must say i felt really really really 'home-sick' when i was there. YEAH LA YEAH LA WEEEEAK LA :( but thank goodness i was messaging all my girlfriends which made me feel home once again.

&when all the clans/orientation groups came up with their special performances, it made me feel so home k!!!! Like RedCamp in a JC angmoh style hahahaha!!! :) It's super good man good good!!! And im in Advontuor (i dont know how spell la!) and clan group is Ragetti!! like spaghetti hor!!!! IKR COOL AHHHH HAHAHAHA.

So yeah the talks were boring but after lunch we had games for orientation. At firs twas shy shy as usual la~~ but after awhile, had those icebreaker games ah that made me so happy lika kid hehehehehehehe. The people are so nice, so friendly. And imagine i could even feel the ache when i knew some people from my group gg to appeal out :( sigh, what to do? LOL!

I made new besties k!!! :D They are a bunch of nice girls :) hehehehe. Maybe wont be bfffs with them cos all the combi that they intend to take is not something iwantttttt :(

K SO YEAH. THAT'S MY DAY 1. I WILL UPDATE DAY 2/3/4 TO YOU KKK!! :D

and btw i went Pinnacle Duxton with Jasper on 26 that ended my holiday really nicely. Will post when i get the pix k!!! Await for me to post cos the pixies are awesome, from like level 50 view leh! Dont play play hehehehehe.

ME DAMN HAPPY AH!

2011-01-26T12:33:00.000+08:00

DREAM COME TRUE I TELL YOU. IF YOU'RE CURIOUS, I'M IN ACJC!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! KKKKKK! NOW YOU KNOW WHERE I WENT TO, TELL ME WHERE YOU GO K! AND HOPE I CAN SETTLE DOWN IN ACJC FAST FAST ZOOM ZOOM HOHO!

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2012

Pictures speak a thousand words.

Lovely 2 ladies

Eclipse

My Life For You.

HELLO DEAREST READERS

The Escape.

Trainings.

Things changed.

Tumblr.

It's beeeen a while hehee.

My heart sank.

Tomorrow.

It's over :) i'm glad.

Ambiguous.

The ache.

Apt moment.

BACK :)

hello world

Friends :)

Helluva fun.

Ooopsy

Sentimental after 12am.

Fever

They made my day.

This 2 days of my life.

A slew of tests.

WHAT A CHANGE!!!!

HAPPY ME.

How worried.

1 week left.

#canoepride

I AM BACK IN ACTION

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A slew of events.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Great happy life

We will miss Simin :(

Ding you

I know i know

Tiring ttm

How have you guys been?

Muse replacement

HAHAHAH HI IM BACK

YES IKR

SJI

Eventful weekend

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ACS Founder's Day + Bro's Bday

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Ben's buffet

A TO THE C TO THE J TO THE C!

As promised,

Lovely people

HELLO PEEPS

Long post for sure

HEY WORLD

CNY 1

bad feeling

778th

CNY

JC1 Day 3 and 4

helllo :)

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We fight the wind for the entire night

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ME DAMN HAPPY AH!

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